My x'mas

我是个幸运的家伙...收到礼物很开心^^男朋友今天煮了一顿午餐让我大饱口福...在大家的思想中,女生应该要进得了厨房,出得了厅堂的...可是我不是- - 我不是一个很棒的女生...我不会煮饭...我好差劲...我们在1U享用我们的圣诞晚餐，我的胃口不好所以也没吃完...最近的胃口好像变差了，浪费了很多食物- -我今天好难得穿裙子和高跟鞋和男朋友一起出去...哈哈...这就是我短短的圣诞节...即使短暂，只要快乐就好了^^希望我的男朋友也是...希望大家的圣诞都是精彩的^^

距离

不在身边的东西，有些人看不到，体会不到，没办法关心... 但，有时候不在身边的东西，有些人会想念，会关心... 人，是只会看到眼前的东西吗？心里的东西看不到吗？还是也许心里不会有东西？只有在眼前才会有？我只是有些疑惑... 什么问题让人与人之间的思想不一样呢？环境吗？年龄吗？还是什么呢？不解... 人的牺牲和忍耐不是时常都被理解的...

什么是等待？

等待=waiting
我一直都知道什么是等待，也许比不上别人，
我试过尽量保护另一个人，自己努力一点忍耐等待...
等了几年的时间，即使自己知道那没有一定的胜利却还是愿意等待，
终于等到结果出来的那天，答案却让人难过，但一切都值得，
因为我努力过，我做到我所承诺的，是什么时候开始那么在意别人所说的一言一语？
以前的伤，带给现在的我什么后遗症？严重的无法公平对待人！
我很抱歉，我不能公平的对待人...对我，不要那么快告诉我决定，一旦说了我就记得，
我的脑里的涂改液不见了，不会那么容易改掉人对我说的话，
我固执，我死脑精，我也许不该放那么多的心思在等待，
等待的过程会辛苦但有时也会扬着幸福的脸，
幸福是因为等待的时间减少了，辛苦是不管等待的结果是什么都要坚持，
我对人的信任，被伤过，再伤再伤很快就会不见了，
到那个时候，我的世界不会有颜色，我的生命不会有能信任的人，
也许我不会因为不相信人而受伤害，是件好事，
可是现在我只能说笨女人的信任真的很有能耐，
如果有一天真的消失了，那就对不起了，
因为极限到了，精力耗尽...
什么是真正的等待？我真的了解吗？

Langkawi

yesterday juz back from langkawi.. the trip no bad lah... lazy upload photo...go friendster see lah... haha... Thursday dear gonna back from Hainan.. yeah, can see him jor... Long time din see him liao...

Final exam for sem 2...

Monday i exam macro... the essay is very difficult!!! I wry abt tis subj... I scare fail.... Tuesday i exam accounting n management... The accounting quite ok, the management oso... Today is general psychology exam !!! I really dunno how to describe it... The 1st question i already dunno how to ans then the continual can be imagine.... I oso scare abt tis subj.... OMG so unconfidence !! Exam tat time suddenly forget everything i study.... Tomorrow still got one more exam.... Marketing... 20% for a essay n 10% for mcq... I dunno how to ans the essay loh... - - Haiz.. If one subj fail nid to pay Rm1200 for retake... I dunno how to face my lazy... It's too late to regret... It's too late... Haiz... i hav to prepare to face tomorrow marketing exam... I cant think too much - - Gambateh...

Genting day ^^

Yesterday i went to genting wif my dear. Haha, He want to giv me a surprise. Although i can guess is go to genting ady. When i juz reach there de car park, ilex suddenly sms me wan me reload for her then i juz do tat. Then we juz go to there walk around. Ilex suddenly in front of me. So surprise.. Ilex oso go to genting enjoy. Haha. So coincidence! Me n dear walk around n take photo.. We go to starbucks take a rest n drink caramel hot choc n hot choc blended. haha, naughty de me wan him carry me.. There very very relax...very comfortable. Dear, tq. yesterday, i am very happy.

走开！

是为什么会掉眼泪？伤心还是开心？记得上一次是开心的，可是这一次呢？我一直等着电话响…我记得说过会打给我的，可是我等不到…我，太任性了吗？我就那么难被理解？不管我多么努力坦白了还是不能被了解…之前训练的坚强都消失了…我不想那么容易脆弱，找回坚强吧…当难过时坚强才是陪着我的…头好痛，好想晕倒，躺着就像睡觉一样不用有情绪…我不是好人，我不想理人…包括你…我不开心…我任性…我小孩子气…不用和我一般见识！我讨厌脆弱！假期是真的假期吗？

I'm sry...

I wan to say sry to my roomate... After i hav bf then sometimes my bf will stay in my house until very late then only go back his house... We often in my room then it make my roomate cant slp in the room... I juz like only noe to enjoy happy then forgot my roomate was suffer... I dunno she really suffer coz i thought she was chatting wif my housemate then until very late still was chatting but i dunno she was slping in my housemate room n wait for me to wake her up then come back my room to slp... I am sry... Anyway i am fortunate to hav a good roomate... When face prob can solve together... Compare wif others, i am the lucky one.... In my life, i hav face something tough n oso many happiness things.... I will remind myself... I am happy, others oso can happy... I dun wan my happiness will make others suffer...

A surprise...

Haha, yesterday lemon come n fetch me go to 1u... When i was in his car.. He suddenly take out a box of choc n giv me... me so happy ... Hehe... After tat, when we reach 1u.. We juz go to waffle world hav our lunch... windows shopping awhile... Then go to take 'big face photo/大头贴'.... haha... So rush - - it hav time limit then cant NG one... It make us so nervous... Then we design for the photo oso got time limit... But it stop at 60sec... Haha then we juz take our time to design it... Anyway tat is very funny n very happy for me... After tat windows shopping again then we go to cinema to buy ticket... N i feel tired then go back my house to take a rest then go back 1u to watch movie again.... We watch a korea movie 'GP 506' Not nice - -

nice lemon

Wednesday nite lemon bring a speaker set come my house... I feel surprise... He help me to change my old speaker.. I feel juz like after he change my speaker... Me more often listen music oredi... dunno is wat feeling maybe juz dunwan to waste his effort... Tat day he juz wan to hav dinner wif me then come jor... He quite bz for his final exam, but still find some time to be wif me.. Me always bully him - - so bad... I am not a good girlfriend... n ss!w...
My heart is very peaceful... Maybe i juz wan to be quiet n let my heart to think abt him...
有时我会想静静一个人看这个世界,那能让我看到一些两个人看不到的东西... ^^ hehe

Bian keh ki desh = you're welcome

Wahaha, yesterday jess say arigator to me then i juz say "bian keh ki desh" It means you're welcome. Haha... actually 'bian keh ki' is hokkien language...the desh juz wanna make the hokkien language seems like japanese... haha... very funny... lemon teach me de...Wednesday me n him go to 1U watch movie ^^ "A vampire who admire me" Be4 we go to 1U, we go to sunway to hav our dinner n buy my housemate de birthday present... After we finish our movie, then we go to McD eat the supper then go back my home... When we reach home, my housemate lock jor the door!!!! I call them n ring the bell, but no one wake up - - Haiz...

Domino's Pizza ^^

Morning wake up then juz chatting wif my roomate then she keep do her preparation coz she wan go to shopping wif my housemate... After both of them go out then i juz do my assignment n wait for him... Suddenly my college's fren call me n ask me tat i hav the playing card or not? I say got n ask them wan come my house or not coz my housemate all go out jor.. Then they juz come my house n playing the cards... After tat he come jor... Then he help me to check my grammar abt my assignment... Haha alot of grammar mistake... Then me n him feel hungry jor, then we hav breakfast+lunch wif my frenz at 1st floor... Evening, he help me do my assignment n ask me to take a rest... I feel bad... So care me, haiz... he alone do my assignment.... Nite, we online to book the domino's pizza... Haha nice... 2 person finish the regular pizza ^^ A nice day again...

Special Stomach... Wahaha

Friday, me n him watch the japanese drama 恋空, haha, it quite boring... after tat popular's staff call me around 9.15pm n told me tat the jay's album had arrived...Then I change the clothes and rush to the popular but it close oredi... Me so angry - - Then we juz go to asia cafe to have our dinner... Both of us order many things then we ate until very full.. We bring the round round stomach back home... Wahaha... Yesterday, we go to take the jay's album then go to sunway to hav our breakfast+lunch... We ate the happy meal box n the 章鱼烧... then we go shopping awhile... Around 8pm then we go to hav our dinner at kota damansara... We ate the korean food.... Wahaha... Very full again... Bring the special stomach back home again... After we reach home, me quite tired... Anyway i hav a happy day... ^^

他...

我好像变得更任性了...有个疼爱我的人，让我变得爱欺负他...我很幸运也很幸福遇上了一个疼我的家伙^^我不知道幸运还能维持多久，但自私的我不想放开幸运...希望它会保护着我...我还记得他在我答应他的那时候告诉过我，我觉得我的幸运好像要用完了...其实，不是啦！遇上他，幸运的人是我...无法让我开心，不是他的错...他没责任一定要让我开心！所以希望他，不要因为无法让我开心而自责...不是他让我不开心的所以不用自责...我的开心不是那么重要，他也要开心...那样才最好...可怜的他，遇上我这个野蛮女友咯！可怜，哈哈...幸福的我，希望全部人也都幸福...

"Painted skin"

Wahaha, yesterday go to watch movie "painted skin" again... We go to 1u "sakae sushi" to hav our dinner ... Nice nice ^^ Dear, thx to giv me a happy day... I hav abit scare when aunt say wan to noe my mid term result... I noe my marketing's result sure very poor!! Others subject i am not sure but haiz... worry !!!

Horror...Happy...Excited

Hehe, yesterday go to the garden watch a scary movie "Flight of the living dead" wif him ^^ The movie is really nice... Horror, scary n excited !!!!! We go to taiwan restaurant to hav our dinner then only go to watch the movie ... Be4 watching the movie, we hav many time then we juz go to shopping^^ Jie is no happy then i juz buy a japanese de pocky for her n make her happy ^^ Anyway is very happy after exam can go out play, shopping n dating... wahaha... happy ^^

Tired

These few day keep prepare the mid term exam... really very tired liao ! Tomorrow is General Psychology... I dunno lah, hard.... Headache... Emo - - After Gen Psy is marketing! Another hard subj for me - - I gonna crazy oredi ! Yion gambateh !!! U can make it!!! Be confidence...

Treasure...

I feel silly when be4 thought my world is all abt him... I suddenly realise actually i forgot someone actually beside me when i feel bad... Today, my housemate told me... Never be wif the person who make u feel bad... Think abt the person who beside u when u feel bad... I wan learn how to treasure the person who r really treasure me very much... I hope i wont hurt the person who r really treasure me... I hope i can make it.. I din blame the person who r not treasure me... Becoz he make me realise who is the one really noe how to treasure me... Anyway i nid to thankz him make me realise tat.... Wish it wont juz like a dream... When i wake up then all gone...
*The person who r really noe how to treasure u wont make u feel bad...
Today finally book the jay album oredi ^^ Love jay ^^

A funny ghost movie

Sour lemon come my house help me to format my "cacat" computer then he transfer a ghost movie for me to watch while waiting for him to format the computer... He say the movie is very horrible... But when i watch it, i dun think it is very horrible loh... Tat is a thai movie... We watch until half i feel hungry oredi then we juz go to the 1st floor mamak shop eat roti canai ^^ After tat then we go back continue the horror movie = = After we finish watching the movie, he say tis is the 1st time he watch horror movie but dun feel hav any horror sense... Becoz of me = = keep guess wat is the next step of the movie will show... I really dun think tis horror movie is horrible loh... He say me watching the horror movie juz like watching the taiwan drama series = = Wahaha....He keep say u watch the horror movie juz like watching the comedy...

intellectual below average

today learn something from a fren... wahaha... if u wan say someone is stupid dun straight away say u r stupid !!! U juz say ur intellectual below average...Tat is a new n high class words ...

intellectual below average - (high class words)
stupid, stupia, stupak...
bodoh
not clever
baka
foolish
silly
笨蛋
傻瓜
蠢蛋
愚蠢
傻子

Lonely nitez...

Today morning, i wake up late cant call him wake up early = = i feel bad !! sry abt tat.. My frenz reach my home around 9 oclock... They come to prepare steamboat to celebrate for a frenz... I hav abit tired, coz yesterday slp late... After tat, we go to college...Then after class we go back my house to continue our job... Maybe quite tired, but oso happy... When we start the party really very happy ^^ we all very crazy... veryvery happy... we draw our face in an egg then let my frenz guess which one is us.. Be4 they all wan to go back, they all help me to clean up my house ^^ really nice... Today my housemate n roomate all go to johor to enjoy their holiday... Me alone at home... maybe i feel lonely... so my mood no so good after they all go back... Today i oso hav go to support my frenz booth i buy two box of chocolate... Today morning when i online the one make me touch one send the jay new song for me, i really very happy... suddenly wan to say i lov u to him ... haha but i din... juz feel touch abt he send for me the jay song... i juz say muackz.. haha... Juz now when i was taking bath, i juz suddenly rmb somethings has happen yesterday... Now, i was listening tat day he send for me de song... SHE sing the song... Juz feel no bad ^^

I dunno...

I reach KL hav abit tired... He oso hav abit tired jor coz go out all day oredi... but still meet him again... We go to asia cafe... Housemate wan me help them to buy cold drinks... Then we go to buy...After that accp him rest awhile in the car again... Tomorrow he nid to wake up early = ='' Everytime juz like very coincident, after he meet his gf then he will come n find me... Haiz... tomorrow i wan go to book the jay album !!! Cally, Happy Birthday!!

谢谢你的这一份安慰...

今天不知道为什么，奇怪的心情...早上一醒来就没办法再入眠了...重复听着‘当你’不知道是什么心情...也许有点想念一个人...一打开msn有个陌生的熟悉人马上就寄来了一首歌...像是在我不快乐时给了我一份安慰...以前就这样了,很准时，总在我不快乐时给了我一份安慰...这也许是我感觉他唯一没改变的吧...那一份巧合...他寄来杰伦新歌的demo还有一首杰伦制作的歌，she唱的... 不知道，听着的是一份感动...心情很不一样...还是还是老样子...心情不好杰伦的歌还是最好的...听了总有那一份感动...那么那么喜欢杰伦也许就是这一份感动的原因...情绪化的我，有时真不知道怎么治自己的情绪化...快乐的很快，难过得很快...我还没预购杰伦的最新专辑哦...好久没一个人去逛逛这里的summit了，在这里一个人逛街的感觉，我好像也忘了七七八八了...哥跟我说我送他的四叶草吊饰吊在pen drive可是他的pen drive 不见了 = = 我说下次见到他再送他... 明天他要考试了希望他会好好的...哥，你可以的！加油！！

Realise...

Yesterday i go back hometown wif sour lemon, he bring me go to eat baskin robin ice cream ^^ nice !! But actually i hav cough so i no dare to eat too much... After i reach my frenz house, my father come fetch me n we go to pasar malam ^^ I bought a nice snoopy pyjamas ^^ Nite, i chat wif him for a long time... I realise many things... I really hope everyone can happy.... ^^

Fastfood day ...

Yesterday, suddenly wan to eat McD... but no one wan accp me to eat = =' my roomate keep crying coz feel very stress forher exam !! Make me oso in bad mood! But the wilful me, ask him accp me to eat McD... He really come to accp me, although he feel tired...After tat, i accp him slp in the car awhile... I juz thinking something cant really fall asleep... He giv me some feeling, tat is he cant giv up his gf... I dunno, tat is juz my feeling... Today, i go eat KFC wif my housemate... OMG, i duhav money oredi = =' poor ah.... Tis month my hp bill very expensive aaaaa.... RM200++ i gonna crazy oredi = ='' it make me bankrupt... Haiz... tomorrow i will go back hometown wif "sour lemon" ^^ anyway dunno my mum will scold me or not while she receive the hp bill, hope wont!! I try to make myself dun think too much, juz make myself bz...Then i wont hav so many time to think too much...

Take a bow - Rihanna

ohh, how about a round of applause,
yeah, standin' ovation,
ooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah.
you look so dumb right now,
standin' outside my house,
tryin' to apologize,
you're so ugly when you cry,
please, just cut it out.
don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not,
baby when i know you're only sorry you got caught,
but you put on quite a show (oh),
you really had me goin',
but now it's time to go (oh),
curtain's finally closin',
that was quite a show (oh),
very entertainin',
but it's over now (but it's over now),
go on and take a bow,
ohh ohh.grab your clothes and get gone (get gone),
you better hurry up before the sprinklers come on (come on),
talkin''bout girl,
i love you, you're the one,
this just looks like the re-run,please,
what else is on.
and don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not (mmm),
baby when i know you're only sorry you got caught (mmm),
but you put on quite a show (oh),
you really had me goin',
but now it's time to go (oh),
curtain's finally closin',
that was quite a show (oh),
very entertainin',
but it's over now (but it's over now),
go on and take a bow,
ohh.and the award for the best liar goes to you (goes to you),
for makin' me believe that you could be paithful to me,
let's hear your speech out,
how about a round of applause,
a standin' ovation.
but you put on quite a show (oh),
you really had me goin',
but now it's time to go (oh),
curtain's finally closin',
that was quite a show (oh),
very entertainin',
but it's over now (but it's over now),
go on and take a bow.
but it's over now.

Emotional ...

Morning my mood is quite ok, normal... today account class got quiz... management class still same... slpy class... after class i go to play basketball wif my frenz... quite nice... although hav fall down ... but the time is very enjoyable.... nite, i go swimming... after i go back home, i saw my hp got one message, is from him.... He told me, he finish his job oredi, can go home jor... after tat i call him... chat awhile then he go bath oredi... after tat i sms him, he din reply = = always like tat... then i go to starbucks wif frenz... i order the vanilla latte... haiz... i dun like the flavour coz got abit coffee flavour... i dunlike coffee... haiz... waiting his message but he din reply ... i call him then he say he was eathing something... then i end the chat... he say he will check his message but after tat he still din reply message... haiz... i call him he din pick up oredi.. i think he slp oredi... these few day juz like very hard to contact him...now i am listening a song "Take a bow" the singer is Rihanna... a nice english song ^^ I really so emotional... morning my mood still ok, but nite my mood change so fast... tomorrow is holiday... dunno wat can i do... maybe nid start to study loh !!!!

Wilful & Brave

Ya, i am wilful... anyone noe my feeling ? i think is the person who in my condition only can noe my feeling...I send the message... Tats no means i wont waiting for his ans, i still will wait... I juz wan to take some action... since he din do any action... Juz like wan to avoid everything... I am brave to do tat !!! Hope him really will giv me ans loh... Dun be juz like a story dun hav the ending !!! Tats is too unresposible.... I hate tat !!!! I will try my best to let my life become beautiful !! I dunwan let my college life become black n white !! Tats too wasted !!! Juz do everything i like, i hav so many frenz n family care me... So happiness... Dont worry Yion, U can make it !!! Happiness juz always around u .... Cherish wat u hav now, nvr let regret make u sad !!

"Sour" Lemon U R Good !!

Today i hav a dating... Wahaha... Sour lemon bring me go to 1U to watch movie-The strangers... The movie quite ok loh... abit scary nia... Haha... I dunno... many times oredi... When i am unhappy, he can juz chat wif me then i wont think anything juz slp very well... Tats really very good... I am so proud n happy to noe him... Everytime go out wif him feel abit bad... Coz we always go to quite high class restaurant n quite expensive... I still rmb last time we go to watch the mummy 3... He book the premiere class de...Although quite enjoy but oso expensive ... Wahaha... Is he pay for it but my heart pain for it... Tis is a good moon cake festival for me ^^ Thx ya, "sour" lemon....
Yesterday i cant contact "cigam", really worry abt it .... I dunno... Maybe he tired oredi... I think maybe he start to make de decision for the relationship... Anyway... Juz hope him n her will happiness ... Me can find my own happiness oso ^^ I hav to brave to face it, i am strong strong de yion ^^ I oso hav many frenz beside to accp me ... Gambateh yion, u can make it !!!

I oso will angry... I oso cant bear too long !!!

I oso cant bear too many thing !! I have too bear abt my love, my friend n my family !!! I really very very tired !! Can i relax ? I oso not so strong, i oso weak... I oso nid someone to care me... After my ex boyfriend i dunhav any real relationship... Is tat a curse? After my ex i cant hav any boyfriend oredi... Am i really so bad ? Forget abt tat... Maybe i really no such good.. My dreams... Hope one day really can come true... Juz a child wif me live beside the seaside... Actually i noe his ans for long time oredi... I juz hope hav miracle ... But .... Juz a hope....I still nid to come back to the real life.... cant always juz dreams... Yion, pls take care yourself... U muz lov urself more than lov others !!! If not no one will lov u oredi !!!

I can do it !!!

Wahaha, today presentation finally i did it oredi ! The quiz is very hard ! but anyway tat pass oredi... dun think too much abt tat all.. I always tell myself, i can do it !! Then i really do it oredi !
I am really very happy n relax although haven noe de result of all of tat.. Today... "he" sot jor... say wan me like him !!! He hav gf liao de... really is crazy ppl so scary !! The scary scorpion !!! Ya, i admit be4 i hav like him... maybe oso lov him... but now i dun like him oredi... He juz a memories for me oredi !! Anyway hope him n his gf happy always n happiness....
cigam, u r not happy... i hope can beside u to share ur unhappy... but i cant... haiz... be happy bah ^^

当你

如果有一天 我回到从前 回到最原始的我 你是否会觉得我不错 如果有一天 我离你遥远 不能再和你相约 你是否会发觉我已经说再见 当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你吵 我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好 当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着 我想对你 说却害怕都说错 好喜欢你 知不知道 如果有一天梦想 都实现回忆都成了永远 你是否还会记得今天 如果有一天我们都发觉 原来什么都可以 无论是否还会停留在这里 当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐 当你吵 我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好 当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着 我想对你说 却害怕都说错 好喜欢你 知不知道 也许空虚让我想得太多 也许该回到被窝 梦里和相遇就毫不犹豫 大声的说我要说 当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你吵 我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好 啦～啦～ 我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道...

负责任

Wat i hav done now i hav to responsible to bear the outcome... 我必须为我现在做的负起责任负担结果... (My housemate told me tis)... She say:" u can do watever u wan, but u have to responsible to bear the outcome !!!"

你要离开一些时候
当你说你要离开一些时候 脑中一片空洞我来不及接受 面对你 我该痛哭泪流 还是祝你一路顺风 能等多久就等多久 离开前握紧我的手 距离是最考验的关口 失去前我们该尽量拥有 从左到右从西到东 最初的感动 所有的回忆成空 还没完成的梦 就连叹息都被没收 吸一口气喝一杯酒 再吹吹风 让感觉停留几分钟 让我试着承受 不能承受那份沉重 站在生命月台无常的闸口 我还不够成熟 没有足够的宽容 挥挥手最后一次回首 从今后要忘了伤口

放不下
你好吗 你的夜是不是跟我的一样漫长 是不是还把我给你的爱好好戴在手上 要坚强 我常常对着镜子里的人大声讲 虽然说孤独的想一个人好像一种惩罚 msn上太多的路人甲 偶尔你也该上来说说话 想着你的温柔 想着你的模样 我放不下 都说过了再见我们各自飞翔各自长大 抱紧爱会挣扎放开爱会心慌 神也很忙 到底要实现哪个愿望 离开你那麽傻 可以后侮吗 风很大怕 你又穿得太少会让自己着凉 我很棒 一个人换了灯泡房间变得很亮 每一天发生的事情我都好想要跟你讲 爱很怪 什麽都介意最后又什麽都原谅 ooh 心里最深的牵挂 越想遗忘越不能忘

远远爱着你
过一秒世界就会被湮没 你还像个巨人紧紧拥抱我 离开你变得渺小的自我 很想从此就卑微的度过 失去真爱,只剩快乐残骸 也感觉不到任何的存在 还是爱着你 只是我们之间有了距离 远远爱着你 就算不能够再靠近 同样的天空下总会有你 站在时间面前你发着呆 我们像两个高贵的晨辉 记得拥抱时天地有多美 记得没有谁能将这摧毁 神秘真爱跌进人山人海 才发现没有线索可依赖 还是爱着你 不管我们之间什么距离 远远爱着你 就算不能够再靠近 同样的天空下总会有你

我不配

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密 玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去 你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨 这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里 这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句 剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里 电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离 感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋 还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于 描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去 这感觉已经不对我努力在挽回 一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给 你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协 是我忽略你不过要人陪 这感觉已经不对 我最后才了解 一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累 你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴 而我心碎你受罪你的美 我不配... juz suddenly think abt tis song... Juz now go out wif him... We go to old town ... We order honey lemon... It quite nice... I sit there awhile dunno thinking abt wat... Haiz... tomorrow still have to continue my homework = = Long time din try to be alone to drink something at a cafe...

Pyramid photo...

This is the pic tat yesterday i go Sunway pyramid... Me n my housemate take pic at the kids zone... Wahah act young !!!

Farewell pic

Juz now i was arrange my computer document... Suddenly i found out my pen drive got tis pic... Juz like i already forgot tis pic... Haha... The pic is tat time say farewell to someone... I dunno whether tat person still rmb tis pic or not but anyway juz feel surprise to found out tis pic ^^

Messy life = =

Today morning someone hav call me wake up... Not early n late is juz 9 o'clock sharp... Tats good !! Anyway tq ^^ I go to college do revision wif my fren... After tat me n him go to play piano awhile ^^ then go to support my housemate booth ^^ Then we go back to library again ... When he feel hungry, then we juz go to summit buy the things tat we nid ... I go to popular buy 5 file... So heavy = = He go to buy CD... Then we juz go back home... Nite, me n housemate go to sunway pyramid... We wan go to red box, but it is too expensive !! Then we go to Kim Gary have our dinner. We go shopping awhile... I buy 2 packets of woods candy n 1 packet of hacks... Then juz go back home by taxi... Haiz... I din do the homework = = I got so many homework nid to do... Monday nid to discuss the presentation things i oso haven do it ... OMG, wats such my messy life = = I become so lazy !!!!

Steamboat again ^^

Today is my housemate birthday, my others housemate prepare steamboat to celebrate wif my "cucumber" housemate !! She oso feel very happy n surprise ^^ I eat steamboat n muffin, so happy ^^ I think i nid to giv myself a time limit to wait the ans oso .. i cant stand to wait tat dun hav any time limit !!! i will be crazy !! I scare i cant do tat but anyway i will try my best!! Tis is for my own good !!! Gambateh !!

Feel Happy ^^

Yesterday, i meet the nostale gamer... is the same guild nostale gamer!! The most happy is meet wave... Anyway meet others oso feel very happy... He oso there, but me n him no talking too much... He juz keep eating steamboat !! Wahaha... Anyway, i feel happy loh... Yesterday morning i go to play piano.. When i reach 6th floor there is no any ppl ... It is very scary, but anyway i still be there continue to playing the piano... I hav some improve oredi ^^

* This is me n wave(honey) ^^

A new memories...

Tq very much... accop me to go sunway... although it is very boring coz i cant be a guilder to guild whr to go... ya, i am numb! Tq the panadol.. very sweet & warm... actually i noe u still love her impossible to giv up her... anyway i will try my best to forget the feeling... i hope i can do it! U write a new sweet memory in my memories... Treasure her coz u love her... We meet at the wrong timing.. tat is fate... In the wrong timing meet the correct person oso consider as wrong ! Hope i can find my real prince in the correct timing !! Lastly hope u n her happiness....

aLoNe

today... my housemate all go back hometown... juz leave my roomate n me... but she go out dating wif her bf already... me alone at home... so poor ...hahha... ltr i oso wan go out alone to shopping... dunno at here alone go to watch movie is wat feeling ...hope i can try it... but it looks like very very poor.. haha... my dreams will come true or not ? earn many money... live in the seaside with a child... juz a child accompany wif me... yesterday chat wif my roomate ... tat is so many memories come out from my mind... every sweet n pain memories... For me, memories is the most beautiful things in tis world... although it is memories but u hav try it be4 already so tat is ur own memories not others memories ! i am very touch abt my fren send a song for me ! the song is she play the piano n record it herself, really very nice... i like it.. yesterday i open the music chat wif my roomate, it is very comfortable... yesterday i bought 2 nice clothes wif my aunt, we go to the mines ^^ i dunhav any mood to do the homework... how come... tat is very important, i cant be so lazy... i must work hard !! i nid to study hard to let my dreams become true...

heart, r u pain ??

heart so pain but wat can i do ? miss u so much but wat can i do ? i cant do anything to fight the things tat i wan ... am i really so good ? am i do tis is for everyone good ? i dunno... if really good for everyone i willing to sacrific my happy to change it... heart, can u stop the pain ?? pls... if u really feel so unhappy, y u still wan to continue it ? i cant understand y u din choose to safe urself from unhappy... "thgink cigam" tis is our secret... ^^ u love i ykcul.... a memories.... only memories is the sweet things...

am i really so brave to face it ?

finally i can say it out already... although i feel abit relax not so stress already... but juz like heart have abit pain... can i really forget the feeling ?? y i always need to face tis kind of things ? if u really heard tat song i think u will noe my feeling ... everyday i heard tat song i will rmb tat time say farewell to u... but anyway after 1 week i back again even is one nite only... i dunno wat u will do, but i hope u will make a good decision... u always wan me happy always now i oso hope u can happy always & find a real happiness...

L change the world

today i go to school library to wait my roomate, after tat we go to summit shopping... we buy present for our friends... i buy a short pants for myself !!! I also buy a dvd - L change the world !!! that i waiting for so long time finally buy it oredi ^^ so nice... L really very cool n handsome !!! genius L !!! i like u !!! very touch !!! L u r best .... today oso very happy !!! my colorful life ... brother happy birthday to you ooo... (24 july)

Wakaka

Finally finish my final exam oredi !! So happy, after finish it me n frenz go to sunway pryramid's red box !!! We shout, we sing, we laugh.... The lunch is very nice... So enjoyable.... This is my college life !!!

after final exam must go to enjoy ...

everyone keep talking about go sunway singing... anyway very happy but also very scary...
final exam just keep saying this kind of things... haha ... i fall in love to playing piano... the music of piano very soft very relax... i like it... when my friends use piano playing jay's song i feel very very touch !!! tomorrow is the last subject... hope can pass also... all the best ... my friends... gambateh !!! thank you u all , let me enjoy such good friendship ^^ my english is very poor, please don't mind, if i have any grammar mistake...

^$%^^%&*

hate exam = =
today is basic compostion exam hope can pass...
everyone juz very relax... haiz... me so stupid = =
feel very stress !!!

college life

college life is very good, i like it, it can let me concentrate my study and let me forget about the unhappy things !!!
... haiz... y still have people use the same name with me ? i hate it... yion is own create still got people use it = = so sad ... same name with other make me in trouble already hope this time wouldn't have anything bad things will happen again !
gambateh !!!!! i can do best in exam good luck to myself !!! ^^

我走了...

我离开家族了，到最后还是离开了...
我遇上了不信任我的人...
所以我决定离开了，我的心情很乱，无法解释...
只是对不起咯...

情绪

Forever Love - 王力宏

爱你 不是因为你的美而已 我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心 因为你让我看见
Forever 才了解自己 未来这些日子
要好好珍惜 爱我 有些痛苦 有些不公平
如果真的爱我 不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边 像微风神奇
温柔的安抚 我的不安定
所以我~要 每天研究你的笑容 Ooh 多么自然

Forever love Forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有 幸福的理由

爱情是场最美最远的旅行 沿途雨季泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进 感到你的体温在我怀里
像阳光和煦 巧妙的融化 我的不安定 不可思议
证明我爱你的理由 Ooh 多么自然

你感动的眼睛 我沉默的声音 彷佛就是最好的证明
就让我在说一次 I love you oh (直到永远)

Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有 幸福的理由

Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love

我不知道为什么现在回想起这首歌，脑中闪过很多画面，
很多的情绪，很多的思念...也许单身孤独时，寂寞的情绪容易侵袭人的思绪！！

原来大家都是认真的...

昨天在玩online game 时，我加入的家族的家长突然要让位，不做家长了！
我们大家都不希望换家长，我发现原来我们都蛮认真看待家人！
我喜欢这份认真，因为那让我感觉网络的温暖...哈哈
让我丝毫感觉不到虚拟的感觉，好像是真的家人一样！
吵架，闹闹，这才是家！！我喜欢这个家...彭格列家族^^

迟疑

即将面临一个人把宝贝头发剪短的命运，原本有个朋友要陪我的，可是因为他没回来johor所以没办法了...得一个人去面对，要加强100倍的勇气...即使有多么的不舍，我还是得剪，因为这是我对朋友的承诺...我会努力对我的承诺负责任!!!!!我只想努力做个守信用的人！！！

一个人生活

我想我可以习惯一个人生活，
我想我可以假装不曾爱过，
冰凉的夜里，让眼泪温热我。。。

一个人吃午餐，一个人看电影，一个人逛街，
我已经尝试过这些一个人的生活，
接下来想试看看一个人旅行的感觉...
我那特别的梦想是想一个人生活，
以后领养个小孩，住在海边，过着平静的生活，
这是我现在的想法，也许某一天我生命中出现了某个人我的想法会改变吧...
但，目前为止我是这么想的...

久违的快乐...

昨天的我很开心...
好久没有那么快乐了！ 最近的脾气真的糟透了！！！
我期待去读书的那一刻，希望那一天快点到来...
不过我就快要跟我的长发说再见了，很舍不得！！！
farewell my precious long hair ...

幸运四叶草

哥：
你的礼物让我惊讶！没想到你会送我四叶草项链，我真的很喜欢的四叶草！
也许我迷信吧，哈哈！我觉得有幸运的感觉！
谢谢你，最近常看你放些伤心的nick name 在MSN上，总觉得你有些事不敢告诉我！
问你，你还是不肯说！你也快离开了，改次要找你也不知会容易吗？
希望你到了新的环境，能认识一些对你好，对你真心的好朋友！不要再受朋友伤害了！
哥，认识你我真的很幸运！你让我多认识了大姐和二姐，让我多了两个疼我的人！
不管怎样，谢谢你！！！
哥，希望你幸福，快乐！好好努力读书哦！！！

最近

最近-李圣杰

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

^_^

几天前，我以为我的世界将崩盘...
但，隔天的我对任何事都没感觉...
我把你的一切当成是自己做了一场梦，我依然怀念和你是朋友的那些日子，
但，现在的我们也许难吧...
希望我们都快乐幸福！！！
至：那个给了我做了一场美梦的你

愛

愛情是建立在雙方不可動搖的信任上,
夢想是建立在上方共同努力的目標上,
信念是建立在上方堅定無疑的感情上.

天使

天使究竟住在哪兒?

電視上的天使,
總有對雪白的翅膀,
任他們自由自在的飛,
完全沒有煩惱.

我曾經聽過一個故事,
每個小孩都會有一個天使守護,
只要相信天使的存在,
天使就會眷顧你.

屬于我的天使在哪兒?

我一直相信天使的存在,
不管這個世界有多麼地險惡,
我始終相信,
天使能讓這一切變得美好.

長大後才了解,
原來天使就住在心里,
只要心中有善念,
天使就真的存在.

只要存有一顆純潔的心,
屬于你的天使將永遠守護你!

悄悄

緣悄悄的來,
你悄悄的走進我的世界,
我們悄悄的戀上對方,
我們總是大方的分享快樂,悄悄的獨自流淚,
你生氣我悄悄的收藏著悲傷,
我內疚你悄悄的自責而紅了眼,
你說你不夠好, 因為我有事也要悄悄的瞞著你,
我說我怕你擔心,所以才選擇了悄悄的獨自面對,
我們都悄悄的在乎著彼此,
就因為太在乎也無形中不小心悄悄的傷了對方,
你說你想用功讀書所以我們必須把感情悄悄的收藏好,
但有時我卻做不到,會悄悄的想念你,
我們的感情已經悄悄的收藏了兩年多了,
你說你已經悄悄的模糊了對我的情感,
而約定的期限也悄悄的降臨了,
我們卻只能以悄悄的說再見來結束所有的情感....

承諾

人們總是把承諾當成是一縷輕煙,
說了就算了,
沒有幾個人能真誠的去看待承諾,
所以不能輕易許下一個沒把握實現的承諾,
一旦說出口就必须负責任,
這是必然的...

等待

等待總是漫長的,
等待延綿的細雨停歇,
等待路口的交通等轉綠,
等待遲到的巴士,
等待一個不確定的諾言,
等待你會不會來,
我們的距離越來越遠了,
原來是你從來沒有等待我的緣故...

愛情 by-zi xi

愛情是永遠的陶醉,
當夢醒來的時候,
才發現還是自己一個人,
那個曾經承諾永恆的人,
是個虛擬的實體...
一個人吃飯,
一個人看書,
一個人忘了兩個人的孤單,
一個人等待兩個人的永恆...

我不是藍色系...

聽說紅色是思念,
因為思念讓心脹紅,讓人憔悴...
聽說藍色是憂郁,
因為憂郁讓心泛藍,讓人碎意...
我不清楚藍色,因為我不是藍色系,
但我了解紅色,
因為數年之後,我依然想念你!!!

藤井樹-六弄咖啡館

熟悉的側臉
看這一個人的側臉覺得那是熟悉的側臉..
那熟悉的側臉有甚麼特別的意義?
那是另一個世界...
因為和你已經不再同一個世界了,所以看著你的側臉會有熟悉的感覺!

遠距離戀愛
距離真是一個問題,它就像顆不定時炸彈!
你根本沒辦法去猜測力你很遠的對方,現在會不會寂寞,是不是心情失落,需不需要人安慰,對吧?
這時剛好出現一個人陪伴他,開導他,安慰他,這炸彈就等於是上了引信,爆與不爆好像就要聽天由命!!!
因為距離遠了,心就空虛了,有人陪就會發生感覺了....

愛情
愛情是兩個人才能產生的.如果兩個人的觀念一樣,那麼或許問題就不存在了,也就不會有任何一對情侶分手了!!!