~不在，不再。~

听着还是没好一点的回答。我知道这是很好的答案，回答了我的心里想问的问题。这种事依然是那么的可以被预料。。。

藤井树。夏日之诗
只有在你身边的时候，我才能感觉到你，或是爱....仍然存在。

如果一切都能如想象中的幸福，这世界就不会有悲剧了。

~不在，不再。~
我想经由触摸去感受他的存在，
但我每次伸出手，手指总会穿过他的脸，
他依然眯着眼睛笑，
他依然跟我聊着天南地北的许多事。
我依然能听见他的声音，但他就是透明的。
我触摸不着。
是的，他已经不在了。
~ps:不在的东西对来不及去珍惜它的人最珍贵。

How is my tomorrow ?

Today me n my movies group mate go to college for shooting movies... we shooting until 5pm or 6pm like tat.... then my bf come to fetch me to go back home... there was a heavy rain... after reach home, i take a bath n go to summit hav the dinner.... we walk around... thn came back my home around 8.27pm... so juz start the earth hour... off the light... thn he is too tired thn juz slp... after 9.30pm i open the living room's light... n he oso wake up jor... he said he want to back home ady... i dunno y, i juz hav a feeling tomorrow he wont come... today he is abit sick.... i juz feel tomorrow maybe will be more serius n wont come.... i really hav a feeling, dun wan to let him go back... but.....
ps:其实我们很难去告诉自己我有如何的爱他，只能凭感觉去追求真相，爱没有一定的平衡，只要大家都付出了多少就等于他/她在你心中的等值。 (这是一个学长告诉我的一句话，很有意思。。)

3月14日~“白色情人节”White Day

3月14日~“白色情人节”最早起源于三世纪时的罗马。罗马皇帝在2月14日救了一对因为原本因违反恋爱结婚禁令而要被处死的恋人，罗马皇帝为了纪念这一天而设立了情人节。而在一个月后的3月14日，这对获救的恋人宣誓恋情将至死不渝，为纪念这天于是另订为白色情人节。
在日本，如果一方在2月14日当天收到异性送的情人礼表达爱意，而且对对方也有同样的好感或情意时，就会在3月14日回送对方一份情人礼物，那表示今年，彼此已经心心相印了。


一年里的12个情人节....

1月14日 Diary Day 日记情人节
2月14日 Valentine’s Day 传统情人节
3月14日 White Day 白色情人节
4月14日 Black Day 黑色情人节
5月14日 Yellow &Rose Day 玫瑰情人节
6月14日 Kiss Day 亲亲情人节
7月14日 Silver Day 银色情人节
8月14日 Green Day 绿色情人节
9月14日 Music &Photo Day 相片情人节
10月14日 Wine Day 葡萄酒情人节
11月14日 orange & Movie Day 电影情人节
12月14日 Hug Day 拥抱情人节

一年里的12个情人节 1月14日 diary day 日记情人节 新的一年的开始，对自己喜欢的人要有表白和计划，写在自己的日记本里，在心中撒下爱的种子。 2月14日valentine’s day 传统情人节 根据西方的传统，喜欢他就快送他巧克力。 3月14日 white day 白色情人节 送于等到这一天了！他也喜欢你吗？还是他知识喜欢吃巧克力？今天就会知道了！在送出巧克力的一个月后，女生就能收到同样喜欢自己的男生送的白色糖果。吃颗糖，感觉真甜蜜！ 4月14日 black day 黑色情人节 这个是杂酱面是黑色的。他吃了你送的巧克力，你尝了他送的糖，那么一起去吃杂酱面吧！在传统好味道里，两个人的心也可以连在一起。 5月14日 yellow &rose day 玫瑰情人节 在一起也有一段时间了，他是真的喜欢你吗？他真的是你要找寻的那一半吗？应该表白一下啦！在今天买玫瑰给对方。一般朋友，黄色——知己，红色——爱人。你一定会送红色的。 6月14日 kiss day 亲亲情人节 你也手到他的红玫瑰了？今天看见别人在kiss，不用回避，因为今天是kiss day。 7月14日 silver day 银色情人节 传统习俗是用银戒订婚，所以去买一对，戴在手上，作为甜蜜心情的见证。 8月14日 green day 绿色情人节 相爱的人们成双成对地去郊游，爬山游水感受自然，就像他们要携手走过爱情一样。 9月14日music &photo day 相片情人节 练了好久的情歌今天终于登场了，虽然五音不全，但是用去听就有会新的笑容！拿出相机，拍下这灿烂、充满甜蜜的笑容。 10月14日 wine day 葡萄酒情人节 烛光下晃动着深红的葡萄酒，爱情一样要用心慢慢的品味。 11月14日 orange & movie day 电影情人节 一起去看电影吧！手牵手一起去电影院。12月14日 hug day 拥抱情人节 一年了，仍然相爱，看天空飘着雪花，而相拥在一起，永远也不知道寒冷……

不需要嫁人，就不需要谈恋爱。

当你还在读中学时，长辈就会说。。现在先不要谈恋爱！上大学后，机会很多。会认识很多不同的人，到时才来谈恋爱也不迟。当你上大学时，长辈又会说不要这么早谈恋爱，现在先读好书，以后会有机会的。是不是很矛盾，很奇怪。能不能说是说话不算话呢？倒不如说不要嫁人，然后就不需要谈恋爱。长辈看到的东西永远和晚辈看到的不一样。在大人眼中，晚辈的相爱是需要家人的见证的。得不到祝福的晚辈，就努力吧。一起去面对未知的未来。。。带着无法确定能被再次接受的心继续下去。我的生命能说是很幸运，但也能说是很不幸。因为人的不知足，所以觉得不幸。我生日就像是灾难日，要到生日时或过了生日没几天，灾难就降临。面对这些灾难，很辛苦。如果可以，我不要有生日。因为我贪心的只想快乐，不要面对灾难。

7/3/2009 my birthday

Today i wake up around 10 or 11am like tat... Thn i start to waiting for my bf coz today he got cls until 1pm... I online and do many things.... I keep repeat listen jess use piano to play the song n i keep see the lyrics repeat singing n singing... Juz ntg to do thn wan to learn to sing the song... I really very like the song... Muackz... After that, when my bf cls finish thn he go back his home awhile n come to find me.... We go to Garden to hav our lunch... We ate taiwan's snack food... "shi lin ye shi" thn walk around thn walk to mid valley n thn i feel tired, he juz fetch me back to slp... When i wake up, i suddenly wanna to take photo-sticker... Thn we go to Sunway Pyramid to hav our dinner n take the photo-sticker... When we reach there, the car park... Fuyoh~ So many cars!!! We park the car in the CP7... Then me n him juz hav a sense wanna eat korean food thn we go to the asian avenue... But the korean food there is so many people = = So we decide to go to take photo-sticker 1st thn only go back to hav our dinner... We walk around the photo-sticker kiosk thn thinking wanna choose which one... After we decide we juz take some time to think wat pose we should do... Thn everything proceed very smooth. We design thn photo until times up... still got 1 more haven do any design... But i satisfied ady... Thn we go back to the korean food restaurant, that is about 9.30pm... The staff told us the restaurant is closed. So we juz go to the gasoline to hav our dinner... He ate the seafood rice n i ate the fish n chips... He order mango soda n i order passion tea... My food n my drinks all is bigger thn him one - -" I hav the dinner very rush coz the staff wanna closed the shop ady... After that we wanna go to Secret Recipe to buy the Yogurt cheese cake.... but the shop is closed... Thn we saw there is a shop got sold cake... So we juz buy one chocolate cake, one mable cheese cake and one cup of strawberry. When reach home, we keep take the photo for the cake... n when we juz wanna to start to ate the cake... I take the mable cake n look... there is a mouldy cake, below the cake hav some small black spot = =. I hav abit unhappy coz tat is my birthday cake... Happened tis kind of things = = Felt so unfortunate... Thn the next day, we go to 1U to watch movie n ate the Secret Recipe's cheese cake...

I LOVE U ALL~~~

1st of all i want to say is Thanks guys.... Yesterday i had bad mood really very sad... Something happen...I juz thought no one likes me n juz like be abandon. Today i feel weird abt y everyone ask others ppl, y u din wear green shirt ? I juz feel like no one ask me to wear green shirt woh.... Y all of thm wear = = After exam we go to theater hall waiting for Victor!!! Becoz he wan to treat us!!! Haha. Thn after all of thm reach theater hall, they start to ask everyone sit down n said: today we wan to celebrate 2 person birthday. Thn they ask me to go up stage... They start to sing song... After tat Cally giv me a card.... The card got many lucky clover.... I LIKE IT VERY MUCH. Muackz tq ^^ Then celebrate wif Vickie... They make a book for vickie.... The most touching one is.... JoJo, Jess, Cally, Ilex and May.... They are made a song n sing for both of us... Really very nice.....I like it very much.....I m touching becoz yesterday i juz face something really very unhappy things... But today I noe all my frenz nvr forgot abt my birthday.... All my frenz even bz in the mid term still take some time to make things for me!!! I very treasure all of tis... My 1st wish~ Hope everyone happy everyday n study well. 2nd wish~ Frienship Forever since u all say will protect me until forever... 3rd wish~ keep in my mind...

This is my present ^^

The lyrics 四叶草

低着头 我伏在桌上

反复聆听着 你送给我的

那首编织爱与梦的歌

四叶草 带来幸福

友情 像盛开的花朵

弹奏着 最动听的乐谱

蓝天下 为你而欢呼

四叶草 相信梦想

载着 爱与希望

有梦有笑 才会感动

我们为你守候到永久

这首歌很棒！非常爱它！谢谢你们。。。

Tagged

tagged by : Dear Ms. Vickie Foong

Rules & Regulations:

- do not copy answers
- the tag questions must be 100% the same
- tag people before doing tag
I tag
1. Jess
2. Cally
3. Jojo
4. Chelsie
5. Nicholas chow
6. wave
7. yancy
8. ilex
9. victor

How you know 1? ( Jess)
- knew her since juz in the college. Becoz of my roommate n her good frenz taking same course.

What would you do if you never meet 2? (Cally)
- i wont noe there are someone seems like mummy, care abt me ^^

What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you? (jojo+ chelsie)
- hahah, kisiao wif thm gua.

Would 5 and 6 make a good couple? (Nicholas chow+wave)
- this is impossible to happen, they dunno each other.

Do you think 7 is attractive? (Yancy)
-yes, of coz she hav matual thinking, haha !


Tell me something about 9 (Victor)
-Gay, haha

What's 1 favourite past time? (Jess)
- playing piano

What language does 2 speaks? (Cally)
-as i noe, eng, mandarin, cantonese, bm...


Who is 3 going out with? (Jojo)
-chelsie gua or go out with a gang of frens.....

How old is 4? (Chelsie)
18

When was the last time you talked to 5? (Nicholas Chow)
-yesterday

Who is 6 favourite singer? (Wave)
-not sure, jay chow, i think.

Would you date 7? (Yancy)
-of course, if she is willing to go out with me.... =)

Is 8 single? (Ilex)
- Not.

What's 9 last name? (Victor)
Hooi

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1? (Jess)
-Not, i got bf ady. N i hav not preparation to become a lesbian.

Which school does 2 go to? (Cally)
segi subang jaya

What do you like about 3? (Jojo)
-Kisiao n smart