想

关心我的人很多，一直要我怎么做的人也很多~ 我和你怎么做别人都看着。。。我和你不容易啊~我承受的我想你知道，我知道自己对你很霸道，我知道我很任性。有些事，我真的累。好多人说不要放弃，谢谢你们，谢谢你们的鼓励。我很希望很希望能顺利地解决这件事。希望你会从这件事里懂得什么是承担责任。有些东西我不敢也不想说太多。每个人的生活背景不一样，在这些过程中学习面对某些事的方式也不同。一直被掐着脖子的感受很辛苦，我不想让人看到。一直努力的坚强下去，但会累，会想哭。“担当”这个字真沉重。
听着the climb这首歌不知道是如何去形容我心里的感觉。我很想去做一些事，但我必须想想我会得到什么样的结果。我需要承担结果。我不是不想，我很想，你以为我不想吗？我不能。也许有时人家都觉得我想很多，但是承担结果的那个人是我！所以我必须去想那么多。站在我这里看看想想。

我该怎么办？

我再也承受不起天下来当被盖的态度了。真的真的。面对好多的问题，我一直努力的想去解决，但是单凭我一个人的力量是不够的。子弹扫射到我很痛，我努力的穿了好多避弹衣，但是伤害还是造成了。还没复原又要继续面对战争。我一个人承受到很痛很痛。我心里的感受说了很多很多次，你真的完完全全的了解我的处境了吗？我们能想个解决方案一起解决吗？

shogun & steamboat..

monday i went to ate shogun in sunway with bf and his frenz.. it is very cheap around rm 46.70 if not mistaken... i felt the 1u's shogun is better thn sunway... coz the food in 1u more delicious for me... the sunway food hav different kinds of choice but not tat delicious... i ate alot... thn nite my stomach ache... it's wind = = even i drink the eno oso no use thn around 3.30am go to watch doctor and the doctor said i'm gastric... it is very simply to said it!!! she juz see i put my hand at which part of my stomach and ask me do u wan injection and did u vomit ? these two simple question and said i'm gastric... i'm very angry coz simply said... thn it cost rm50!!!! for two medicine... and it is useless ! i din feel well after taking the medicine... it is wind actually .... thn i cant even sleep well.. next day only feel better... thn weds day went to ate steamboat wif kisiao frenz which is a farewell gatering for jason and jasmine... after finish eating i feel stomach ache again... wind again = = thn i ate the wind's medicine... but still not feeling well... thn early in the morning i drink the eno thn only feel better... so conclusion is i think i nid to eat the wind medicine + the eno only can feel better!

Morib trip

Many funny things happened in the trip... Juz like chelsie driving skill abit scary... haha~ i think when i hav car maybe will like tat oso = = when reach jenjarom thn go to eat ice kacang... after that buy cake and go to morib... reach morib we wan to check in and something is happen... we hav 15 person... it cant hav 15 person in one department... so we nid to rent 2 department... after tat go to the beach and the beach actually not clean, hav many crab~ and walk on the sand abit yucky... coz many hole of the crab ... abit it still ok for me but no tat ok for jess n chelsie... both of thm walk and scream = = haha~ jess kena splash thn throw into the sea... hahaha~ we take many nice picture at there.. most of us jump and nic & kah yan took the photo of us... thn we go back.. some of us go to bath and me n chelsie work in the kitchen to prepare dinner for thm... although not very delicious dinner but still ok... thn celebrate wif lett and victor... tat tak perasaan victor keep say we will celebrate wif him... now is truth... we bought bikini for lett and guitar for victor... after finish celebrate their birthday thn we play the most fun game tat is 007!!!! cally and kristy drunk - - cally said she is "er mei pai" and kristy keep say she is not drunk... thn both of thm go to a room~ both of thm keep hit each other ass = = so lame.... its like very fun when u see thm to hit each other ass~ thn we pillow talk in the living room~ talk many things! i only hold until 4.30am... yancy is 5.30am and jess thm all like 7am... i'm not tat clear abt wat time they had slp.. thn we wake up and prepare to back home... after ate breakfast and arrange the beg and clean the department thn start our journey to chelsie and jojo's school... their school having canteen day... kristy left after fetching cally thm to jojo's school. when we reach there thn go to buy water coz it's very hot... and both of thm said it's not tat good conpare wif last time.... after tat we go to hawker centre to hav our lunch and go to aeon walk around thn back to jenjarom... thn we go to ate "大炒" thn back to jojo's house... thn jojoan, kah yan, cally and lett go back to subang... left a few ppl in jojo house... they watch "i do i do" after tat put the dolls to look victor slping ... haha~ it is funny! thn next day we go to ate breakfast which is bak kuh teh! thn back to subang... it's briefly abt the trip ^^ it is fun ^^