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today... my housemate all go back hometown... juz leave my roomate n me... but she go out dating wif her bf already... me alone at home... so poor ...hahha... ltr i oso wan go out alone to shopping... dunno at here alone go to watch movie is wat feeling ...hope i can try it... but it looks like very very poor.. haha... my dreams will come true or not ? earn many money... live in the seaside with a child... juz a child accompany wif me... yesterday chat wif my roomate ... tat is so many memories come out from my mind... every sweet n pain memories... For me, memories is the most beautiful things in tis world... although it is memories but u hav try it be4 already so tat is ur own memories not others memories ! i am very touch abt my fren send a song for me ! the song is she play the piano n record it herself, really very nice... i like it.. yesterday i open the music chat wif my roomate, it is very comfortable... yesterday i bought 2 nice clothes wif my aunt, we go to the mines ^^ i dunhav any mood to do the homework... how come... tat is very important, i cant be so lazy... i must work hard !! i nid to study hard to let my dreams become true...

heart, r u pain ??

heart so pain but wat can i do ? miss u so much but wat can i do ? i cant do anything to fight the things tat i wan ... am i really so good ? am i do tis is for everyone good ? i dunno... if really good for everyone i willing to sacrific my happy to change it... heart, can u stop the pain ?? pls... if u really feel so unhappy, y u still wan to continue it ? i cant understand y u din choose to safe urself from unhappy... "thgink cigam" tis is our secret... ^^ u love i ykcul.... a memories.... only memories is the sweet things...

am i really so brave to face it ?

finally i can say it out already... although i feel abit relax not so stress already... but juz like heart have abit pain... can i really forget the feeling ?? y i always need to face tis kind of things ? if u really heard tat song i think u will noe my feeling ... everyday i heard tat song i will rmb tat time say farewell to u... but anyway after 1 week i back again even is one nite only... i dunno wat u will do, but i hope u will make a good decision... u always wan me happy always now i oso hope u can happy always & find a real happiness...