Treasure...

I feel silly when be4 thought my world is all abt him... I suddenly realise actually i forgot someone actually beside me when i feel bad... Today, my housemate told me... Never be wif the person who make u feel bad... Think abt the person who beside u when u feel bad... I wan learn how to treasure the person who r really treasure me very much... I hope i wont hurt the person who r really treasure me... I hope i can make it.. I din blame the person who r not treasure me... Becoz he make me realise who is the one really noe how to treasure me... Anyway i nid to thankz him make me realise tat.... Wish it wont juz like a dream... When i wake up then all gone...
*The person who r really noe how to treasure u wont make u feel bad...
Today finally book the jay album oredi ^^ Love jay ^^

A funny ghost movie

Sour lemon come my house help me to format my "cacat" computer then he transfer a ghost movie for me to watch while waiting for him to format the computer... He say the movie is very horrible... But when i watch it, i dun think it is very horrible loh... Tat is a thai movie... We watch until half i feel hungry oredi then we juz go to the 1st floor mamak shop eat roti canai ^^ After tat then we go back continue the horror movie = = After we finish watching the movie, he say tis is the 1st time he watch horror movie but dun feel hav any horror sense... Becoz of me = = keep guess wat is the next step of the movie will show... I really dun think tis horror movie is horrible loh... He say me watching the horror movie juz like watching the taiwan drama series = = Wahaha....He keep say u watch the horror movie juz like watching the comedy...

intellectual below average

today learn something from a fren... wahaha... if u wan say someone is stupid dun straight away say u r stupid !!! U juz say ur intellectual below average...Tat is a new n high class words ...

intellectual below average - (high class words)
stupid, stupia, stupak...
bodoh
not clever
baka
foolish
silly
笨蛋
傻瓜
蠢蛋
愚蠢
傻子

Lonely nitez...

Today morning, i wake up late cant call him wake up early = = i feel bad !! sry abt tat.. My frenz reach my home around 9 oclock... They come to prepare steamboat to celebrate for a frenz... I hav abit tired, coz yesterday slp late... After tat, we go to college...Then after class we go back my house to continue our job... Maybe quite tired, but oso happy... When we start the party really very happy ^^ we all very crazy... veryvery happy... we draw our face in an egg then let my frenz guess which one is us.. Be4 they all wan to go back, they all help me to clean up my house ^^ really nice... Today my housemate n roomate all go to johor to enjoy their holiday... Me alone at home... maybe i feel lonely... so my mood no so good after they all go back... Today i oso hav go to support my frenz booth i buy two box of chocolate... Today morning when i online the one make me touch one send the jay new song for me, i really very happy... suddenly wan to say i lov u to him ... haha but i din... juz feel touch abt he send for me the jay song... i juz say muackz.. haha... Juz now when i was taking bath, i juz suddenly rmb somethings has happen yesterday... Now, i was listening tat day he send for me de song... SHE sing the song... Juz feel no bad ^^

I dunno...

I reach KL hav abit tired... He oso hav abit tired jor coz go out all day oredi... but still meet him again... We go to asia cafe... Housemate wan me help them to buy cold drinks... Then we go to buy...After that accp him rest awhile in the car again... Tomorrow he nid to wake up early = ='' Everytime juz like very coincident, after he meet his gf then he will come n find me... Haiz... tomorrow i wan go to book the jay album !!! Cally, Happy Birthday!!

谢谢你的这一份安慰...

今天不知道为什么，奇怪的心情...早上一醒来就没办法再入眠了...重复听着‘当你’不知道是什么心情...也许有点想念一个人...一打开msn有个陌生的熟悉人马上就寄来了一首歌...像是在我不快乐时给了我一份安慰...以前就这样了,很准时，总在我不快乐时给了我一份安慰...这也许是我感觉他唯一没改变的吧...那一份巧合...他寄来杰伦新歌的demo还有一首杰伦制作的歌，she唱的... 不知道，听着的是一份感动...心情很不一样...还是还是老样子...心情不好杰伦的歌还是最好的...听了总有那一份感动...那么那么喜欢杰伦也许就是这一份感动的原因...情绪化的我，有时真不知道怎么治自己的情绪化...快乐的很快，难过得很快...我还没预购杰伦的最新专辑哦...好久没一个人去逛逛这里的summit了，在这里一个人逛街的感觉，我好像也忘了七七八八了...哥跟我说我送他的四叶草吊饰吊在pen drive可是他的pen drive 不见了 = = 我说下次见到他再送他... 明天他要考试了希望他会好好的...哥，你可以的！加油！！

Realise...

Yesterday i go back hometown wif sour lemon, he bring me go to eat baskin robin ice cream ^^ nice !! But actually i hav cough so i no dare to eat too much... After i reach my frenz house, my father come fetch me n we go to pasar malam ^^ I bought a nice snoopy pyjamas ^^ Nite, i chat wif him for a long time... I realise many things... I really hope everyone can happy.... ^^

Fastfood day ...

Yesterday, suddenly wan to eat McD... but no one wan accp me to eat = =' my roomate keep crying coz feel very stress forher exam !! Make me oso in bad mood! But the wilful me, ask him accp me to eat McD... He really come to accp me, although he feel tired...After tat, i accp him slp in the car awhile... I juz thinking something cant really fall asleep... He giv me some feeling, tat is he cant giv up his gf... I dunno, tat is juz my feeling... Today, i go eat KFC wif my housemate... OMG, i duhav money oredi = =' poor ah.... Tis month my hp bill very expensive aaaaa.... RM200++ i gonna crazy oredi = ='' it make me bankrupt... Haiz... tomorrow i will go back hometown wif "sour lemon" ^^ anyway dunno my mum will scold me or not while she receive the hp bill, hope wont!! I try to make myself dun think too much, juz make myself bz...Then i wont hav so many time to think too much...

Take a bow - Rihanna

ohh, how about a round of applause,
yeah, standin' ovation,
ooh ohh yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah.
you look so dumb right now,
standin' outside my house,
tryin' to apologize,
you're so ugly when you cry,
please, just cut it out.
don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not,
baby when i know you're only sorry you got caught,
but you put on quite a show (oh),
you really had me goin',
but now it's time to go (oh),
curtain's finally closin',
that was quite a show (oh),
very entertainin',
but it's over now (but it's over now),
go on and take a bow,
ohh ohh.grab your clothes and get gone (get gone),
you better hurry up before the sprinklers come on (come on),
talkin''bout girl,
i love you, you're the one,
this just looks like the re-run,please,
what else is on.
and don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not (mmm),
baby when i know you're only sorry you got caught (mmm),
but you put on quite a show (oh),
you really had me goin',
but now it's time to go (oh),
curtain's finally closin',
that was quite a show (oh),
very entertainin',
but it's over now (but it's over now),
go on and take a bow,
ohh.and the award for the best liar goes to you (goes to you),
for makin' me believe that you could be paithful to me,
let's hear your speech out,
how about a round of applause,
a standin' ovation.
but you put on quite a show (oh),
you really had me goin',
but now it's time to go (oh),
curtain's finally closin',
that was quite a show (oh),
very entertainin',
but it's over now (but it's over now),
go on and take a bow.
but it's over now.

Emotional ...

Morning my mood is quite ok, normal... today account class got quiz... management class still same... slpy class... after class i go to play basketball wif my frenz... quite nice... although hav fall down ... but the time is very enjoyable.... nite, i go swimming... after i go back home, i saw my hp got one message, is from him.... He told me, he finish his job oredi, can go home jor... after tat i call him... chat awhile then he go bath oredi... after tat i sms him, he din reply = = always like tat... then i go to starbucks wif frenz... i order the vanilla latte... haiz... i dun like the flavour coz got abit coffee flavour... i dunlike coffee... haiz... waiting his message but he din reply ... i call him then he say he was eathing something... then i end the chat... he say he will check his message but after tat he still din reply message... haiz... i call him he din pick up oredi.. i think he slp oredi... these few day juz like very hard to contact him...now i am listening a song "Take a bow" the singer is Rihanna... a nice english song ^^ I really so emotional... morning my mood still ok, but nite my mood change so fast... tomorrow is holiday... dunno wat can i do... maybe nid start to study loh !!!!

Wilful & Brave

Ya, i am wilful... anyone noe my feeling ? i think is the person who in my condition only can noe my feeling...I send the message... Tats no means i wont waiting for his ans, i still will wait... I juz wan to take some action... since he din do any action... Juz like wan to avoid everything... I am brave to do tat !!! Hope him really will giv me ans loh... Dun be juz like a story dun hav the ending !!! Tats is too unresposible.... I hate tat !!!! I will try my best to let my life become beautiful !! I dunwan let my college life become black n white !! Tats too wasted !!! Juz do everything i like, i hav so many frenz n family care me... So happiness... Dont worry Yion, U can make it !!! Happiness juz always around u .... Cherish wat u hav now, nvr let regret make u sad !!

"Sour" Lemon U R Good !!

Today i hav a dating... Wahaha... Sour lemon bring me go to 1U to watch movie-The strangers... The movie quite ok loh... abit scary nia... Haha... I dunno... many times oredi... When i am unhappy, he can juz chat wif me then i wont think anything juz slp very well... Tats really very good... I am so proud n happy to noe him... Everytime go out wif him feel abit bad... Coz we always go to quite high class restaurant n quite expensive... I still rmb last time we go to watch the mummy 3... He book the premiere class de...Although quite enjoy but oso expensive ... Wahaha... Is he pay for it but my heart pain for it... Tis is a good moon cake festival for me ^^ Thx ya, "sour" lemon....
Yesterday i cant contact "cigam", really worry abt it .... I dunno... Maybe he tired oredi... I think maybe he start to make de decision for the relationship... Anyway... Juz hope him n her will happiness ... Me can find my own happiness oso ^^ I hav to brave to face it, i am strong strong de yion ^^ I oso hav many frenz beside to accp me ... Gambateh yion, u can make it !!!

I oso will angry... I oso cant bear too long !!!

I oso cant bear too many thing !! I have too bear abt my love, my friend n my family !!! I really very very tired !! Can i relax ? I oso not so strong, i oso weak... I oso nid someone to care me... After my ex boyfriend i dunhav any real relationship... Is tat a curse? After my ex i cant hav any boyfriend oredi... Am i really so bad ? Forget abt tat... Maybe i really no such good.. My dreams... Hope one day really can come true... Juz a child wif me live beside the seaside... Actually i noe his ans for long time oredi... I juz hope hav miracle ... But .... Juz a hope....I still nid to come back to the real life.... cant always juz dreams... Yion, pls take care yourself... U muz lov urself more than lov others !!! If not no one will lov u oredi !!!

I can do it !!!

Wahaha, today presentation finally i did it oredi ! The quiz is very hard ! but anyway tat pass oredi... dun think too much abt tat all.. I always tell myself, i can do it !! Then i really do it oredi !
I am really very happy n relax although haven noe de result of all of tat.. Today... "he" sot jor... say wan me like him !!! He hav gf liao de... really is crazy ppl so scary !! The scary scorpion !!! Ya, i admit be4 i hav like him... maybe oso lov him... but now i dun like him oredi... He juz a memories for me oredi !! Anyway hope him n his gf happy always n happiness....
cigam, u r not happy... i hope can beside u to share ur unhappy... but i cant... haiz... be happy bah ^^

当你

如果有一天 我回到从前 回到最原始的我 你是否会觉得我不错 如果有一天 我离你遥远 不能再和你相约 你是否会发觉我已经说再见 当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你吵 我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好 当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着 我想对你 说却害怕都说错 好喜欢你 知不知道 如果有一天梦想 都实现回忆都成了永远 你是否还会记得今天 如果有一天我们都发觉 原来什么都可以 无论是否还会停留在这里 当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐 当你吵 我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好 当你说今天的烦恼 当你说夜深你睡不着 我想对你说 却害怕都说错 好喜欢你 知不知道 也许空虚让我想得太多 也许该回到被窝 梦里和相遇就毫不犹豫 大声的说我要说 当你的眼睛眯着笑 当你喝可乐当你吵 我想对你好 你从来不知道 想你想你 也能成为嗜好 啦～啦～ 我想对你说 却害怕都说错 还喜欢你 知不知道...

负责任

Wat i hav done now i hav to responsible to bear the outcome... 我必须为我现在做的负起责任负担结果... (My housemate told me tis)... She say:" u can do watever u wan, but u have to responsible to bear the outcome !!!"

你要离开一些时候
当你说你要离开一些时候 脑中一片空洞我来不及接受 面对你 我该痛哭泪流 还是祝你一路顺风 能等多久就等多久 离开前握紧我的手 距离是最考验的关口 失去前我们该尽量拥有 从左到右从西到东 最初的感动 所有的回忆成空 还没完成的梦 就连叹息都被没收 吸一口气喝一杯酒 再吹吹风 让感觉停留几分钟 让我试着承受 不能承受那份沉重 站在生命月台无常的闸口 我还不够成熟 没有足够的宽容 挥挥手最后一次回首 从今后要忘了伤口

放不下
你好吗 你的夜是不是跟我的一样漫长 是不是还把我给你的爱好好戴在手上 要坚强 我常常对着镜子里的人大声讲 虽然说孤独的想一个人好像一种惩罚 msn上太多的路人甲 偶尔你也该上来说说话 想着你的温柔 想着你的模样 我放不下 都说过了再见我们各自飞翔各自长大 抱紧爱会挣扎放开爱会心慌 神也很忙 到底要实现哪个愿望 离开你那麽傻 可以后侮吗 风很大怕 你又穿得太少会让自己着凉 我很棒 一个人换了灯泡房间变得很亮 每一天发生的事情我都好想要跟你讲 爱很怪 什麽都介意最后又什麽都原谅 ooh 心里最深的牵挂 越想遗忘越不能忘

远远爱着你
过一秒世界就会被湮没 你还像个巨人紧紧拥抱我 离开你变得渺小的自我 很想从此就卑微的度过 失去真爱,只剩快乐残骸 也感觉不到任何的存在 还是爱着你 只是我们之间有了距离 远远爱着你 就算不能够再靠近 同样的天空下总会有你 站在时间面前你发着呆 我们像两个高贵的晨辉 记得拥抱时天地有多美 记得没有谁能将这摧毁 神秘真爱跌进人山人海 才发现没有线索可依赖 还是爱着你 不管我们之间什么距离 远远爱着你 就算不能够再靠近 同样的天空下总会有你

我不配

这街上太拥挤 太多人有秘密 玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去 你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨 这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里 这日子不再绿 又斑驳了几句 剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里 电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离 感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋 还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于 描述我如何爱你 你却微笑的离我而去 这感觉已经不对我努力在挽回 一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给 你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协 是我忽略你不过要人陪 这感觉已经不对 我最后才了解 一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累 你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴 而我心碎你受罪你的美 我不配... juz suddenly think abt tis song... Juz now go out wif him... We go to old town ... We order honey lemon... It quite nice... I sit there awhile dunno thinking abt wat... Haiz... tomorrow still have to continue my homework = = Long time din try to be alone to drink something at a cafe...

Pyramid photo...

This is the pic tat yesterday i go Sunway pyramid... Me n my housemate take pic at the kids zone... Wahah act young !!!

Farewell pic

Juz now i was arrange my computer document... Suddenly i found out my pen drive got tis pic... Juz like i already forgot tis pic... Haha... The pic is tat time say farewell to someone... I dunno whether tat person still rmb tis pic or not but anyway juz feel surprise to found out tis pic ^^

Messy life = =

Today morning someone hav call me wake up... Not early n late is juz 9 o'clock sharp... Tats good !! Anyway tq ^^ I go to college do revision wif my fren... After tat me n him go to play piano awhile ^^ then go to support my housemate booth ^^ Then we go back to library again ... When he feel hungry, then we juz go to summit buy the things tat we nid ... I go to popular buy 5 file... So heavy = = He go to buy CD... Then we juz go back home... Nite, me n housemate go to sunway pyramid... We wan go to red box, but it is too expensive !! Then we go to Kim Gary have our dinner. We go shopping awhile... I buy 2 packets of woods candy n 1 packet of hacks... Then juz go back home by taxi... Haiz... I din do the homework = = I got so many homework nid to do... Monday nid to discuss the presentation things i oso haven do it ... OMG, wats such my messy life = = I become so lazy !!!!

Steamboat again ^^

Today is my housemate birthday, my others housemate prepare steamboat to celebrate wif my "cucumber" housemate !! She oso feel very happy n surprise ^^ I eat steamboat n muffin, so happy ^^ I think i nid to giv myself a time limit to wait the ans oso .. i cant stand to wait tat dun hav any time limit !!! i will be crazy !! I scare i cant do tat but anyway i will try my best!! Tis is for my own good !!! Gambateh !!

Feel Happy ^^

Yesterday, i meet the nostale gamer... is the same guild nostale gamer!! The most happy is meet wave... Anyway meet others oso feel very happy... He oso there, but me n him no talking too much... He juz keep eating steamboat !! Wahaha... Anyway, i feel happy loh... Yesterday morning i go to play piano.. When i reach 6th floor there is no any ppl ... It is very scary, but anyway i still be there continue to playing the piano... I hav some improve oredi ^^

* This is me n wave(honey) ^^

A new memories...

Tq very much... accop me to go sunway... although it is very boring coz i cant be a guilder to guild whr to go... ya, i am numb! Tq the panadol.. very sweet & warm... actually i noe u still love her impossible to giv up her... anyway i will try my best to forget the feeling... i hope i can do it! U write a new sweet memory in my memories... Treasure her coz u love her... We meet at the wrong timing.. tat is fate... In the wrong timing meet the correct person oso consider as wrong ! Hope i can find my real prince in the correct timing !! Lastly hope u n her happiness....