许愿

还没到我的生日，可是我能先许愿吗？我想要个惊喜，而且是指定的人给的。不管怎样，我很谢谢去年那些陪我一起庆祝生日的朋友给了我那么一个难忘的生日惊喜。还记得去年在生日前几天接到些不开心的消息。然后还要封口不说。等过完生日后才说，真的让我蛮难受的。原本应该是快快乐乐的生日的，可是却被影响。不过当我那群朋友帮我庆祝时，我真的觉得很感动。觉得自己并没被遗忘。我常觉得自己在这群朋友之中很多余。因为也许觉得他们每个都有所谓的很close很close的朋友。能说一切知心话，可是我却没有。不管怎样，他们并没有遗忘我，所以我应该觉得庆幸。我希望我的家人健健康康，平平安安。希望我和朋友们的感情顺利，长久。希望考试顺利。希望我和他的感情不需要再受到威胁。希望所有的一切万事顺利。我，是幸运的。

突然的一场感动

突然的关心让我很感动，谢谢你。我没想到你还记得。起起落落的心情让人很不好受。我不知道为什么就只是很难过，掉眼泪。昨天我看回以前的日记就只写着某人某人。看回以前的通信就觉得很搞笑，普通的人都用讲话，可是我们却用通信，还是说些普普通通的话。还有一只小公仔会讲话的。偶尔回来还是会拿出来按按几下。我不知道我真的好像刀插下去拔了出来，慢慢康复。然后又再插一刀，血流不止。我不想看到，不想听到，不想理会有关的人与事。我不敢说，有些事我不知道有还是没有，只能说不可以。

Happy Valentine's Day

Yesterday having a happy date... actually is celebrating for valentine's day... 1st we went to Mid Valley, we walk around... me n him was spoting the present. But at the end we didn't buy any present in Mid Valley... We oso met jojoan n kah yan at there... He said very coincidence coz always met thm... Last time at 1u oso met thm.. We bought mid nite ticket for 3D avatar.. it's very expensive rm54, coz we watched at The Garden. Be4 that, we went to a chinese restaurant to having dinner... After tat feel like ntg to buy thn he ask me whether wan go 1u to walk around or not thn i said ok. Thn we continue our 2nd round at 1u... Haha. Finally he found the present tat he wanted to buy for me. He bought me a domo-kun beg, which i called the beg "kaka" haha~ N i wanted to buy the couple shirt for us... but abit expensive so we share share abit... It's red color, can wear it as chinese new year shirt oso... haha~ Happy Valentine's day to everyone...

1st time in hospital~

1st time injury until nid to sent to hospital~ i hurt my leg becoz of swimming~ ppl swim, i swim~ but i swim until hurt my leg - - becoz of the stupid casa swimming pool got a hole, i stuck my toes in the hole, when i took it off, it hurt~ i tot it juz hurt my nail... so i continue swim, but after awhile it is seriusly pain thn i went back to my unit n bath~ after tat when i wan to wear my pants, it is very hard to wear coz the toes tat i hurt make until my whole leg cant move - - thn i faster call raymond bring me to clinic... after went to clinic i ate the medicine n slp~ i woke up at 5.15am... i feel like how come my eye so itchy... thn i go to see mirror, OMG! my eye swelling! medical allergy AGAIN! tis time my nose oso swelling! i cant breath by my nose, have to use my mouth to breath, it makes me sore throat! thn i call raymond ask him to bring me to hospital, but he ask me to call him again if it is more serius.. thn i call my aunt, my aunt shock n prepare to bring me to hospital... when i reach hospital, a guard saw my leg disability so he bring the wheel chair n let me sit on it... thn the doctor check n ask nurse to giv me injection... 1st time i noe the feeling of watching the nurse prepare for the injection... i got 2 injection, one is my wrist another one is buttocks! it's pain! becoz the nurse rub my buttocks tat the part for the injection!!! i wanted to shout!! after tat i went for x-ray for my toes! luckily my toes's bone din broken! thn finally i can leave the hospital n went back to slp! i m very very tired ! Now, i almost recover... my allergy is fine ady... n i can walk ady... but kind of cacat...

付出与需求

一段感情路上只有一个人付出一个人接受会累吗？曾经听过类似一个人付出然而心里是想着得到同样的回报，那就不是付出，而是一种需求手法~我很好奇我所做的多少事是真正的付出而不是一种需求？我想真正的付出我没做过多少次，但是需求我的确做了很多。我是自私的。最近都很忙，虽然没真正的上课，只是去学院听syllabus和duty罢了。但弄得我很累。我也很开心可以常和那一群吵吵闹闹的朋友一起癫！我不知道用什么来形容自己的幸运能认识他们，和他们成为好朋友。朋友们，我想说我很开心也很荣幸能够认识你们。

New Semester is Started

New Semester is Started~ Today is the 2nd day~ The result haven come out, might be come out on next week~ So our add n drop week delay until next week~ Officially announcement: I CAN'T TAKE UIU SUBJECT TIS SEM! becoz of some "rules". I must work hard! New Year i must have new challenge~ Fayette house event is quite alot and quite busy~ I hope i can do well in my study, fayette house, relationship and frenship~

第一次“煮”。。。

第一次做汤圆，第一次煮ABC汤，第一次煮番薯汤，第一次煮药材汤，第一次清理鸡肉。原来鸡肉不是那么容易处理！第一次觉得原来做这些事不麻烦，很幸福。第一次这么不懒惰的很自愿的去做。我所做的这些也许对别人来说只是很小的一件事，可是我很用心去做。我是很很很懒惰到极点的人。会去做这一些事，证明我在改变！我希望他看到！也许过后开学了，开始忙了，我也不会再这么勤劳的做这些事！但我希望他记得这些都是为他而做的。Yion，加油！