Birthday

My birthday went to The Curve's "Bubba Gump Shrimp Restaurant" to hav dinner wif wilson n my boyfriend. The food is not that nice but it is expensive~ So i dun feel it's worth. But i like the atmosphere... There are also a few of ppl celebrate their birthday at there. The staff sing birthday song for the birthday person and the person hav to be stand on the chair~ It is fun, but i not dare to try~ We order one appetizer and two set of meal, it cost rm100++.They put the drinks meal on a table ball racket, it is funny~ One interesting things is we no nid to call the staff, we juz nid to turn a board from run forrest run to stop forrest stop and they will stop n serve us. ^^ For me it is a new things so i feel it is interesting.







The day after my birthday, my frenz sing birthday song for me n gave me two muffin n a book. Some of the frenz oso gave me some present. I m happy ^^

Should be satisfic about whatever i have. I miss my family, I wish i can celebrate my 21st birthday wif my family...

失望与期望

一次又一次的失落只会换来一次又一次的不信任~
如果别人对你的信任已经没多少了，你就应该知道自己让人失望多少次。
这个世界还有多少人能值得信任？
一个，两个，三个。。。还有吗？
因为信任，所以寄托高。
因为失望，所以不敢期望~
难道这个世界要所有人没有任何期望才可以？
难道这个世界要让所有人失望后才知道期望的可贵？

一个人

我很想很想出去看看~总觉得今天外面会很热闹因为是新年的最后一天了！可是我却没能出去，一个人在家对着电脑玩游戏，一个人在家读书！一个人在家不知道要怎么办才好！一个人在家等着快乐的到来！一个人在家想着我真的很讨厌自己！为什么我的英文那么差！英文差让我很多事都做不了！assignment我需要读过很多遍！别人读一遍就能写了，我要读很多遍然后还是不会写！ielts要到了，可是却没那个时间去好好搞好我的英文！外面放着烟花，可是我的心情却不是很好！总觉得这一个外面很热闹，可是我却一个人很冷清的过着。。读书！！好难啊！但是，做工更难！我要怎样呢？撞墙！！！！

许愿

还没到我的生日，可是我能先许愿吗？我想要个惊喜，而且是指定的人给的。不管怎样，我很谢谢去年那些陪我一起庆祝生日的朋友给了我那么一个难忘的生日惊喜。还记得去年在生日前几天接到些不开心的消息。然后还要封口不说。等过完生日后才说，真的让我蛮难受的。原本应该是快快乐乐的生日的，可是却被影响。不过当我那群朋友帮我庆祝时，我真的觉得很感动。觉得自己并没被遗忘。我常觉得自己在这群朋友之中很多余。因为也许觉得他们每个都有所谓的很close很close的朋友。能说一切知心话，可是我却没有。不管怎样，他们并没有遗忘我，所以我应该觉得庆幸。我希望我的家人健健康康，平平安安。希望我和朋友们的感情顺利，长久。希望考试顺利。希望我和他的感情不需要再受到威胁。希望所有的一切万事顺利。我，是幸运的。

突然的一场感动

突然的关心让我很感动，谢谢你。我没想到你还记得。起起落落的心情让人很不好受。我不知道为什么就只是很难过，掉眼泪。昨天我看回以前的日记就只写着某人某人。看回以前的通信就觉得很搞笑，普通的人都用讲话，可是我们却用通信，还是说些普普通通的话。还有一只小公仔会讲话的。偶尔回来还是会拿出来按按几下。我不知道我真的好像刀插下去拔了出来，慢慢康复。然后又再插一刀，血流不止。我不想看到，不想听到，不想理会有关的人与事。我不敢说，有些事我不知道有还是没有，只能说不可以。

Happy Valentine's Day

Yesterday having a happy date... actually is celebrating for valentine's day... 1st we went to Mid Valley, we walk around... me n him was spoting the present. But at the end we didn't buy any present in Mid Valley... We oso met jojoan n kah yan at there... He said very coincidence coz always met thm... Last time at 1u oso met thm.. We bought mid nite ticket for 3D avatar.. it's very expensive rm54, coz we watched at The Garden. Be4 that, we went to a chinese restaurant to having dinner... After tat feel like ntg to buy thn he ask me whether wan go 1u to walk around or not thn i said ok. Thn we continue our 2nd round at 1u... Haha. Finally he found the present tat he wanted to buy for me. He bought me a domo-kun beg, which i called the beg "kaka" haha~ N i wanted to buy the couple shirt for us... but abit expensive so we share share abit... It's red color, can wear it as chinese new year shirt oso... haha~ Happy Valentine's day to everyone...

1st time in hospital~

1st time injury until nid to sent to hospital~ i hurt my leg becoz of swimming~ ppl swim, i swim~ but i swim until hurt my leg - - becoz of the stupid casa swimming pool got a hole, i stuck my toes in the hole, when i took it off, it hurt~ i tot it juz hurt my nail... so i continue swim, but after awhile it is seriusly pain thn i went back to my unit n bath~ after tat when i wan to wear my pants, it is very hard to wear coz the toes tat i hurt make until my whole leg cant move - - thn i faster call raymond bring me to clinic... after went to clinic i ate the medicine n slp~ i woke up at 5.15am... i feel like how come my eye so itchy... thn i go to see mirror, OMG! my eye swelling! medical allergy AGAIN! tis time my nose oso swelling! i cant breath by my nose, have to use my mouth to breath, it makes me sore throat! thn i call raymond ask him to bring me to hospital, but he ask me to call him again if it is more serius.. thn i call my aunt, my aunt shock n prepare to bring me to hospital... when i reach hospital, a guard saw my leg disability so he bring the wheel chair n let me sit on it... thn the doctor check n ask nurse to giv me injection... 1st time i noe the feeling of watching the nurse prepare for the injection... i got 2 injection, one is my wrist another one is buttocks! it's pain! becoz the nurse rub my buttocks tat the part for the injection!!! i wanted to shout!! after tat i went for x-ray for my toes! luckily my toes's bone din broken! thn finally i can leave the hospital n went back to slp! i m very very tired ! Now, i almost recover... my allergy is fine ady... n i can walk ady... but kind of cacat...