补偿？

所有的事都能补偿？不管多少次，都能补偿？星期四的补偿是去看一部电影。"How to train a dragon"很不错，很可爱。也很开心。那，今天的补偿呢？有什么能补偿今天的？不管用什么来补偿，缺口还是存在。为什么别人不会被嫌弃而我却被嫌弃？我真的很差吗？所有出身好的女生就很好？我真的对这个问题很厌倦了。是否有一天我会遇上一个能接受我的人？一个和我年龄相近，思想接近的人？昨天有个朋友问我，如果你没有他你会怎样？我回答说也许就每天在家玩电脑，常和朋友出去，不会拒绝朋友的要约。今天朋友约我去他家乡，我拒绝了。因为要和他出去，结果晚餐是一个人在家吃快熟面。如果我和朋友出去，应该结局不是这样的。如果不是想到下星期将被弃在自己家对着电脑，我也不会想到要多和他待一点时间。可是这是我一个人的想法，想法的不同。。。我后悔，和家人的关系变得没那么密切，我后悔，某些事比家人重要。这些都是我才会做的事，而别人绝对不会。我要再次提醒自己，家人最重要。别人都那么对待家人，而我却笨的像只猪，对待别人别家人还要好。

IELTS speaking test !

Tomorrow is going to have IELTS speaking test, i am very worry about it. My English communication skill is not good, and i paid rm550 to sat for this exam is just because i wanted to fulfilled the requirement of my course. I really worried my rm550, is it worth? Will i pass the exam? I hope whoever going to take IELTS speaking test on tomorrow can pass the exam. Wish everyone good luck~

1st time went to Gold class cinema~

Yesterday, i was very bore at home... Thn i kept slp slp and slp~ I said i want to go to the kuala selangor to watch the firefly~ but thn end up didn't go~ I quite unhappy abt it~ Thn he said how abt watching movie tonite, but afternoon dunwan go out, coz saturday alot of ppl in shopping mall, sunday only go to shopping mall~ Thn i dun hav any good mood ady~ At nite, we went to BBQ chicken to hav dinner, the food is quite nice~ Thn we went to 1U GSC to watched the movie... Once he step in the Gold class cinema, i shocked... i asked: why come in here? Thn he said: cant come in here? Thn i realize he booked the Alice in the Wonderland in Gold class cinema~ This is the 1st time i went to Gold Class cinema~ It is expensive!! Actually i dunno y... inside is not very comfortable, coz the air cond seems like broken down~ Thn i feel very hot, cant really enjoy~ But i still happy abt it, coz i got a surprise, a expensive surprise = = TQ to the person who try to make me happy~




* funny things: my shoes fly off when the person help me to make my sofa down = =... i think no one saw it... accept the person beside me...

羡慕还是妒嫉？

是种妒嫉还是羡慕？为什么看了就觉得为什么我永远也没有这样的待遇？
什么时候这种待遇才会降临到我身上？这辈子有可能遇上吗？
我想如果真有机会遇上，真的能一直持久下去吗？
愿所有的女生都能遇上~

Birthday

My birthday went to The Curve's "Bubba Gump Shrimp Restaurant" to hav dinner wif wilson n my boyfriend. The food is not that nice but it is expensive~ So i dun feel it's worth. But i like the atmosphere... There are also a few of ppl celebrate their birthday at there. The staff sing birthday song for the birthday person and the person hav to be stand on the chair~ It is fun, but i not dare to try~ We order one appetizer and two set of meal, it cost rm100++.They put the drinks meal on a table ball racket, it is funny~ One interesting things is we no nid to call the staff, we juz nid to turn a board from run forrest run to stop forrest stop and they will stop n serve us. ^^ For me it is a new things so i feel it is interesting.







The day after my birthday, my frenz sing birthday song for me n gave me two muffin n a book. Some of the frenz oso gave me some present. I m happy ^^

Should be satisfic about whatever i have. I miss my family, I wish i can celebrate my 21st birthday wif my family...

失望与期望

一次又一次的失落只会换来一次又一次的不信任~
如果别人对你的信任已经没多少了，你就应该知道自己让人失望多少次。
这个世界还有多少人能值得信任？
一个，两个，三个。。。还有吗？
因为信任，所以寄托高。
因为失望，所以不敢期望~
难道这个世界要所有人没有任何期望才可以？
难道这个世界要让所有人失望后才知道期望的可贵？

一个人

我很想很想出去看看~总觉得今天外面会很热闹因为是新年的最后一天了！可是我却没能出去，一个人在家对着电脑玩游戏，一个人在家读书！一个人在家不知道要怎么办才好！一个人在家等着快乐的到来！一个人在家想着我真的很讨厌自己！为什么我的英文那么差！英文差让我很多事都做不了！assignment我需要读过很多遍！别人读一遍就能写了，我要读很多遍然后还是不会写！ielts要到了，可是却没那个时间去好好搞好我的英文！外面放着烟花，可是我的心情却不是很好！总觉得这一个外面很热闹，可是我却一个人很冷清的过着。。读书！！好难啊！但是，做工更难！我要怎样呢？撞墙！！！！