不痛

有点辛苦...要忍着...好伤心...哈哈...

ps/我发现只有在水里，我才会感觉不到自己在掉眼泪...
别人看不起我们的爱情，连我们自己也轻视它吗？

一个没有骚扰人的日子

"不被了解的人最可悲...原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪，原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语...我不懂得如何更爱你....." 看起来蛮悲伤的一句话。msn上一个朋友的nick name...也许心还没打开，让人不能太了解吧...我也不太清楚情况...只是觉得不错但有点悲的一句话。
今天很充实，很累。我喜欢这样的日子，是累但不会因为太闷而一直骚扰人。呵呵^^


i love this picture very much!!!!!!!!!

能不能
jason:第一次当我见到你
你说你紧张的忘了呼吸
记忆里我只想玩玩而已
在一起没想过这问题
你说你从来没有忘记
我们第一个夜里
我一边说我爱你
一边喘着气
sorry 我爱你
是指你的身体
我不知道你的需要
你对我的要求我从来没做到
你怎么受的了
但我总是只见到你微笑
痛苦总是往肚子里吞掉
只希望有一天我能明了你的好
我假装对你不在意
假装失去我的记忆
为了隐藏以前痛苦回忆
我选择放弃
放心去爱人的权利
因为我不相信自己不相信你
不相信一句话叫做真心真意
我选择绝情绝义
你把我当作情人
我却把你当作敌人
我的人生就是充满猜疑忌恨
不要浪费精神
在我身上寻找永恒
执迷不悔只会在你我身上
造成一道道永远的伤痕 bady
landy:能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我天长地久
不要对我若即若离
让我伤心泪流
能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我一直到最后
从今以后剩下的路
要你陪我走
joson:你一定觉得我坏谁都不爱
随你去猜我是在什么心态
面对你给我的爱
你对我好我就对你越坏
但我心里一直有声音跟我告白
它说不能没有你的存在
好怪想爱却又说不出来
为何心软为何心软
为何你从不会对我心烦
已经有了答案
我却不敢去看
面对你不再反感
发现我冰冷的心感受到你的温暖
该怎么办
我现在爱你会不会太晚
你是唯一我想跟你在一起
不想再和你分离
oh~就算外面的女孩子她们叫我baby
在我心底只有一个老婆叫做vicky
不知道该怎么说
但我知道怎么做
我不会一错再错
忘了以前痛苦的过程
我们要的只是结果
你问我会一起多久
我不知道大概一辈子够不够
牵着你的手往前走
我只听到你说
landy:能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我天长地久
不要对我若即若离
让我伤心泪流
能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我一直到最后
从今以后剩下的路
要你陪我走
能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我天长地久
lan jas:能不能能不能能不能够
对着我说爱我伤心泪流
landy:能不能就对着我说爱我
能不能就陪着我一直到最后
lan jas:就一直到最后

Result..

Wed i went to take my result... I dun felt my result is good = =" But should be satisfy ady... I get 1A,1B and 2C... This sem i should be more hard working ady!! I taking 3 hard subject.... It will be very heavy for me....
Gambateh!!!!
Wed afternoon i went out wif my aunt oso... We go to 100yen n subang parade.. Aunt bought jor new perfume for me... Its jasmine favor de... I like it... When i juz reach home... Thn lemon call me n said he is almost reach my home... I shock thn faster change a shirt n go out... We went to The Garden watch Night at the museum 2.. It is interesting n funny...
Dear, Gambateh in ur assignment n ur coming exam~

TQ~ my frenz

Long time din write blog ady... Its really fun to go out wif my college's frenz... It can see many stupid, idiot, funny things... Haha~
We r 13 person in a Naza Ria~ If u know tat car, i guess when u saw my picture, u noe where i sit~ Haha!!
Besides that, i go there oso go to meet my honey.... Tq honey... HEHE~
TQ, my frenz~ bring such memorable trip for me ^^

Mother's Day

The day be4 mother's day me n family go to hav dinner at a restaurant... We wait for around 1 and the 1/2 hour... Thn only can start eating = = The kitchen's chief didn't show off thn the boss cook by himself... so poor ... i saw a few table's ppl cant wait thn juz left... Haiz... Sunday is mother's day but i hav to go back KL coz Monday i hav a exam and it juz take around 15 min! Becoz of 15min speaking test thn i nid to rush back to KL and miss my mother's day! ZZZZZZZ





errr.... pls dun mind it... i din take the food be4 we ate.. i juz take it after finish it... coz i think no one will be taken tis kind of ugly picture... haha

My Holiday !!!

Thursday, i go out with mummy. I wan to accompany her to buy something... But then suddenly i told her i nid to buy a pair of slipper... Then after she bought her things thn we go to shoes shop n see... I cant believe i saw a pair of high heel it sold rm 25! Last time i saw that high heel sold rm 59.90. Now only rm 25... I cant abide ! I bought it n thn i bought a pair of slipper. It only cost me rm 5... So i bought 2 pair of shoes juz cost me rm 30! Amazing!!!



Friday, i go to secondary school to collect my SPM cert. After that go out with frenz. Then nitez me n my sister plan to celebrate mother's day. Then i go to bought the cake, fried chicken and drinks... After that back home celebrate.. Although it is juz a small n simple celebration... We all very happy ^^ My another sister cant celebrate wif my mothers she in KL... So we call her and ask her talk to my mummy ^^
Muackz mummy, a early happy mother's day...

Finish my Final Exam~

Yesterday done my final n thn go to hav lunch wif frenz.... Thn they keep planning nite session! Plan to go to Kuchai Lama Yamcha~ Haha... I never Yamcha wif thm at nitez! Tis is the 1st time! Is really Fun thn suddenly i heard Kristy laugh very loud! Is chelsie make something embarass things thn make her laugh so loud!

Today suppose to celebrate wif dear... Celebration for his birthday... Early in the morning i wake up thn done the birthday card.... After tat wake him up thn hav lunch... After finish lunch, i hav abit tired... I tot wanna go out ady... But no. He ask me to slp awhile... When i woke up is ady 4.30pm I blame myself y slp so long.... I dunwan to slp so long, i wan to spent more time to go out hav fun wif him.... His birthday i cant really celebrate wif him, we celebrate earlier thn .... I slp! Tomorrow wanna go back hometown ady. After tat maybe a week cant meet thn come back KL to hav my MUET exam... thn go to Penang n he prepare his Final exam... Is like no time to hav Fun...