Suffer Nite

Yesterday not feeling well, make me suffer! I cant slp... The whole nite i keep lay on the bed turn here and there... Wake up at around 3am to study since i cant slp, then 5am go back to room to prepare to slp. I still cant slp until 7am! Then i woke up at 7.45am to prepare for morning class. I seriously very tired! After came back from college, i slp for around 5 hour... Today gonna study hard - - Monday is the HRM final, abit worry. Anyways i still have to face it and solve it. Gambateh to everyone who is having finals next week.

Family gathering

Last week i just recover from sick... Keep vomit and diarrhea, its so tough...I have family gathering in Port Dickson.. quite fun.. But abit disappointed because is not the hotel tat have private swimming pool one... The initial plan is to go to the International Water House which have the private swimming pool... But we have alot of children so change plan to the hotel which have lagoon for children to play...Anyway i still have a happy family gathering.. My mum birthday on the day that we want to leave.. Cant really celebrate wif her.. So i called father to buy her a cake give her a surprise.. When my mum got home and ask my father to buy bread as breakfast for the next day, my dad said is in the fridge.. But in the fridge is the cake for my mum... hehe~ My mum said its a big cake.. Hehe, so happy to heard tat...

韩版恶作剧之吻

Long time didn't write something at here ady.. Juz finish 韩版恶作剧之吻. It's really nice. I like it... Kim Hyun Joong is really handsome.. OMG.. hehe~
Haiz.. alot of assignment, quiz and presentation - - gonna crazy soon~

I shall feel Lucky~

Somehow.. i feel admire when i saw her picture... She is quite pretty and born from a rich family... No need to worry so much.. Even faild for some subject for a few time ady.. She can still continue and continue study.. But i see back my own picture, i oso felt that i m quite lucky.. I got freedom.. I got something tat she might not really have it even she is 20++ ady.. is no longer a small girl, but she is still be take care by her parents is like she is just 15 years old... I feel lucky~ and should feel satisfy...

难受

很难受~我不知道怎么形容。我不会说，怎么说？怎么开口？怎样打发时间？好烦，好多东西要忙！但是呢？为什么做不完？我不要做，不想做！让我陷入这些状况，我真的很恨！如果没有那一天，会是怎样的呢？

特别的日子~

16-22/8/2010 我收到假花，有一个新电话 21/8/2010 到lookout point人家所谓的小云顶，吃了一顿很贵又不是没美味的西餐。很多人在那里庆生，还有一个人在那里求婚。全场好暗，全场的人都祝福他们。我也在这里祝他们幸福。收到一个新的耳机。我也很幸福。22/8/2010 我终于吃到haagen dazz的雪糕，收到一罐糖子开心。在这段日子，我也看到了很珍贵的眼泪。我从来都没看过那人珍贵的眼泪。很多心里话，不知道从何说起，只希望大家都好。有些事，不是因为普通原因而发生，有些事就是那么的戏剧化。爱你~

蝴蝶-陶喆
当这世界已经准备将我遗弃
像一个伤兵被留在孤独荒野里
开始怀疑我存在有没有意义
在别人眼里我似乎变成了隐形
难道失败就永远翻不了身
谁来挽救堕落的灵魂
每次一见到你心理好平静
就像一只蝴蝶飞过废墟
我又能活下去我又找回勇气
你的爱像氧气帮忙我呼吸
我又能呼吸我又能呼吸
你就是不愿意放弃
生命充满乱七八糟的问题
像走在没有出口的那个迷宫里
oh no 一次又一次只会用借口逃避
怎么你从来没对我彻底的死心
我有何德何能值得你珍惜
为何你对我有求必应
每次一想到你像雨过天晴
看见一只蝴蝶飞过废墟
是那么的美丽就像一个奇迹
让我从倒下的地方站起
woo....只要一靠近你
就觉得安心
你看着我的眼没有怀疑
你对我的相信
让我又能重生
不管世界多冷我还有你
我有你
爱我这样的人对你来说不容易
我的痛苦你也经历
你是唯一陪我到天堂与地狱
每次一想到你
像雨过天晴看见一只蝴蝶飞过了废墟
我能撑得下去我会忘了过去
是你让我找回新的生命
yeah..每次一见到你就心存感激
现在我能坦然面对自己
我会永远珍惜我会永远爱你
在我心底的你的位置没有人能代替
yeah 你就是那唯一

时间与幸福

世上最遥远的距离
不是我站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道相爱
却不能在一起.

这一段话是我在朋友的status看到的，很有意思的一段话，和我面临的情况一样。我真的希望有奇迹发生。很多的东西我都不能改变，只希望奇迹会发生在这件事。虽然他不是一个完美的人，不是很厉害读书的人，但是他真的很照顾我，很疼我。只要我们努力，都有做工，就不会饿死。昨天幻想起未来。。。老天爷，你总是在我幸福的时候，夺走我的幸福。我希望你能看看我，这段幸福我还不想被夺走。我真的好希望时间能够停留，我不想那么快到那一天。可是时间就是那么残忍的逼近。