许愿

还没到我的生日，可是我能先许愿吗？我想要个惊喜，而且是指定的人给的。不管怎样，我很谢谢去年那些陪我一起庆祝生日的朋友给了我那么一个难忘的生日惊喜。还记得去年在生日前几天接到些不开心的消息。然后还要封口不说。等过完生日后才说，真的让我蛮难受的。原本应该是快快乐乐的生日的，可是却被影响。不过当我那群朋友帮我庆祝时，我真的觉得很感动。觉得自己并没被遗忘。我常觉得自己在这群朋友之中很多余。因为也许觉得他们每个都有所谓的很close很close的朋友。能说一切知心话，可是我却没有。不管怎样，他们并没有遗忘我，所以我应该觉得庆幸。我希望我的家人健健康康，平平安安。希望我和朋友们的感情顺利，长久。希望考试顺利。希望我和他的感情不需要再受到威胁。希望所有的一切万事顺利。我，是幸运的。

突然的一场感动

突然的关心让我很感动，谢谢你。我没想到你还记得。起起落落的心情让人很不好受。我不知道为什么就只是很难过，掉眼泪。昨天我看回以前的日记就只写着某人某人。看回以前的通信就觉得很搞笑，普通的人都用讲话，可是我们却用通信，还是说些普普通通的话。还有一只小公仔会讲话的。偶尔回来还是会拿出来按按几下。我不知道我真的好像刀插下去拔了出来，慢慢康复。然后又再插一刀，血流不止。我不想看到，不想听到，不想理会有关的人与事。我不敢说，有些事我不知道有还是没有，只能说不可以。

Happy Valentine's Day

Yesterday having a happy date... actually is celebrating for valentine's day... 1st we went to Mid Valley, we walk around... me n him was spoting the present. But at the end we didn't buy any present in Mid Valley... We oso met jojoan n kah yan at there... He said very coincidence coz always met thm... Last time at 1u oso met thm.. We bought mid nite ticket for 3D avatar.. it's very expensive rm54, coz we watched at The Garden. Be4 that, we went to a chinese restaurant to having dinner... After tat feel like ntg to buy thn he ask me whether wan go 1u to walk around or not thn i said ok. Thn we continue our 2nd round at 1u... Haha. Finally he found the present tat he wanted to buy for me. He bought me a domo-kun beg, which i called the beg "kaka" haha~ N i wanted to buy the couple shirt for us... but abit expensive so we share share abit... It's red color, can wear it as chinese new year shirt oso... haha~ Happy Valentine's day to everyone...