I shall feel Lucky~

Somehow.. i feel admire when i saw her picture... She is quite pretty and born from a rich family... No need to worry so much.. Even faild for some subject for a few time ady.. She can still continue and continue study.. But i see back my own picture, i oso felt that i m quite lucky.. I got freedom.. I got something tat she might not really have it even she is 20++ ady.. is no longer a small girl, but she is still be take care by her parents is like she is just 15 years old... I feel lucky~ and should feel satisfy...

难受

很难受~我不知道怎么形容。我不会说，怎么说？怎么开口？怎样打发时间？好烦，好多东西要忙！但是呢？为什么做不完？我不要做，不想做！让我陷入这些状况，我真的很恨！如果没有那一天，会是怎样的呢？