学习

嗨，好久不见~好久没上来看看了~ 现在的心情很复杂，只想放空。 未来我会好吗？你呢，未来你会好吗？被操纵的未来，想必不是那么的好吧~自己主宰的未来，才是真正属于自己的未来~不管为来怎么样，自己选择走的路，怨不了任何人。这样的未来或许才不会有太多的怨天尤人。自己对自己选择的未来负责人才是个出来社会成长的小孩~学习负责任，学习做决定~ 你成长了吗？你对你自己选择的路，负责任了吗? 我呢，还在学习中~ 上天做这样的安排有何用意呢？我真的很想知道。违逆那些意愿，结果又是如何呢？ 太多太多的疑虑~ 越来越模糊的希望~ 放开那紧握在手的希望又是什么感受？我有那份勇气再次放开那紧握在手的希望吗？ 时间把很多事都变成理所当然~ 变成一种习惯。 当要把习惯改掉时，就好像叫吸毒者戒毒吗？会很辛苦吧？ 时间能让某些事变成习惯，自然而然也能改变，创造新的习惯~我一直在学习如何让自己看开~ 希望未来能让我改变,创造新的习惯！ 加油！！！

藤井樹-真情書

最近在看一本小說。好久沒有那麼悠閒的做一件事了。現在的日子其實是又擔心又害怕又悠閒。想到還沒有找到工作就擔心害怕。但是在家裡真的很悠閒自在。總之我會快點做工賺錢。我想分享的是這本小說裡的一句話- 女人的青春可以用來浪費在相愛相廝相守上詞，甚至是痴痴地等待誰的回眸一笑，但絕不是用來滿足誰的私人想法。我個人覺得這句話很有意思。能說是說對了女生的心。還有另一半的故事我還沒看完。等看完了有意義的話，我會在這裡分享。好久都沒在這裡抒發情感了。呵呵~~ 願在做工的朋友賺大錢，願單身的朋友能在對的時候找到對的另一半。願你我都健康快樂。突然這篇也變成了許願篇。;)

Be brave~

It's been a long time, I didn't update my blog~ Recently I saw some precious things. I never thought that you will be like that~ It's very touch. However, it is also quite "kesian". I know your feeling, just dun think it so negatively. It is not the end of the world, be brave to face it~ Although I know that I'm also not that brave, yet I hope you are~ Be brave, my dear~

S.P. is nightmare~

HELP~~~~ I just cannot fall asleep... When I closed my eyes, my mind just automatic think about senior project. I know I been procrastinate my progress. What can I do? I just haven't got the data from the company!!! After got the data, I guess it will be another headache week just because of SPSS!!! Seriously, doing senior project is so anxious, make me cannot sleep well~~~ Please, next semester gonna take another senior project, I hope I won't burn out.

Coming to the end of the March

Long time didn't update my blog d... Now i gonna write some random stuff... HEHE ^^ Baskin Robbin, my favorite ice-cream brand. Guess what? TahTah

I went to eat Baskin Robbin last Tuesday... So long didn't eat Baskin Robbin already, i miss it so much.. Yummy~ I love it! This is mint chocolate and royal chocolate mousse with caramel. I like sweet things~

Procrastination is scary!!!!

I still haven't sleep at this hour is because i'm cleaning up the mess that cause by my procrastination. I need to meet my lecturer for discussing the senior project and yet i haven't do the homework that she gave. I'm suppose to pass up 5 literature review for her on last Thursday, but then that is the day after i came back from Langkawi and i have a assignment due date on that day as well. I told my lecturer to delay the meeting time so that i can focus on my social psychology assignment 1st. The meeting time was delay till the coming Monday and i haven't touch the homework till just now. I have done 3 literature review. Tomorrow gonna do another 2 literature review. Gambateh!!! Procrastination is scary, i have to bear the consequence of doing it. Damn tiring things....

Langkawi-awesome trip+birthday celebration

I went to Langkawi with friends last Monday. Coincidently, my birthday is the last day of the trip so my friends celebrate with me in Langkawi. The villa that we stay is Villa Del Porto. U cannot imagine inside when u saw the outside of the villa. It is very ugly and very look standard when i look at outside, it seems like we are going to stay in some kampung house. However, when i reached the villa and went into the villa. I cannot believed that the villa is so big and nice.... The view from the balcony is very nice. Damn awesome. The villa has three room with AIR-COND!!!!! Girls sleep in the master bedroom.... I have a nice pillow talk with them... Feel like close abit with them... ^^ The routine things that we all do is eat, buy wine/beer and shop for chocolate.... It is a very relaxing trip. I got one friend scare of fish and another friend scare of birds. They are very brave!!! They went to aquarium with us and the aquarium have a part is tropical rain forest. The tropical rain forest have flamingo, duck and swam. The friend that scare of birds really very scare when pass by that place. However, she still managed to pass by that place. Another friend that scare of fish look calm !!! Very surprise that he didn't hide or look scare. He just managed to look at the fish and didn't show the scare face. Salute !!! Btw, my friend bought a small cake for me and they all sing birthday song for the birthday person as usual... It is a special experience, 1st time celebrate birthday at Langkawi. I got a jay chou 2007 concert album and a beautiful necklace from my friends. Thank you so much~~~

3/3/12 Happy Birthday Yo!!!

Happy 21st Birthday to my dearest sister~~~
I hope you like the surprise~~ Hehe~~

This cake is not cute only, it is very delicious as well~ sweet cream and nice chocolate cake~~~




We went to have a great dinner~~~



Have a nice celebration~~~

P/s: Although i have a nice celebration with my sister, but when i reached home and do the assignment, i stress till cry... Really super depressed!!! Langkawi is coming and my due date oso coming... NOT FUN at all!!!!!

First day of March

Insomnia night again!!!! I can't sleep well~~~ What should i do??? Dun sleep till too late only wake up??? Another hungry night, tummy please be patient... I will feed u with delicious food, just don't get hungry too often!!!


Argh, snack!!!!!!! Long time didn't eat sweet, ice-cream, cake and french fries d~~~ YOOOOO!!! Stupid tummy!!!

Langkawi trip is on 5th march but my assignment haven't done!!!! Can the assignment due date postpone????? I have question to ask the lecturer but cannot get to meet him, because he got training and cancel this week class!! How????

P/S: Hope the proposal that i send to the company can be accepted, so that i can conduct the research at the company~~~ Pray hard~

Insomnia Day~~~

It's 6.19am now, I cannot sleep~ I dunno what happen... I guess is because of playing too much of plant vs. zombie and maybe is because of worry about the assignment and senior project... Procrastinate make me feel uneasy, i lazy to do it but then after that i will worry about it. That's me- lazy fellow!!!! Dunno what to do, so writing blog here~ Hehe...

P/s: I'm abit hungry~ These day i very easy to feel hungry in midnight =.= Say no to supper, my tummy got improvement d... Langkawi trip is coming soon~ Must keep the tummy~~ Cannot let it getting bigger =.=

JAY

Finally !!! I got all the jay's album~~~ I'm so excited!!!! From the 1st album till the latest album~ I got all now !!! I just watched the concert dvd with my sister. It is so amazing, and it touched my heart. I felt that there is no regret to like to admire this idol for so long. His talent is really extraordinary~ I dunno what else to say, I really like him~ Love you, Jay~ Yeah!!!!


1st album- 周杰伦
2nd album- 范特西
3rd album- 八度空间
4th album- 叶惠美
5th album- 七里香
6th album- 十一月的肖邦
7th album- 依然范特西
8th album- 我很忙
9th album- 魔杰座
10th album- 跨时代
11th album- 惊叹号

Thursday~

Today is Thursday~~~ A day that I'm having class. After class i went to have dinner. A satisfied dinner. So delicious.... HEHE~~ love it!

Then i went to watch a movie "This means war". It is a nice movie. Very funny and sweet~~ I like this movie... I never thought that this movie would be so nice. It is out of my expectation.

Bored~

Today is just a random boring day.. I dunno what kind of feeling i have today. I just feel bore. I just cannot be satisfied. What happened ? I seriously dunno -.- anyway i went to watch a movie - ghost rider. I also bought a present for my friend. Beginning of the year have so many birthday friend. I'm gonna broke. Hahaha... But i'm glad to have you all around me, thank you.

New look~

NEW LOOK FOR MY BLOG ~~~~~~ Have a good year~~~



p/s: rarely to take picture with my sister, this is one of the nice photo that we took during CNY. Just feel like share this~~ hehe

What's the point?

I miss those day... The piggyback... The atmosphere... The mood... It's hard to find back... Everything is difference nowadays compare with last time. Maybe worried is much more than happy... Happy have to worry about that, Sad also have to worry about that, even having fun still have to worry about that. What is the point? Doing all the things with worry ?

what is strong?

Dunno wat to write.. But juz suddenly want to come here~ Do u noe how tired to be strong. It's not that u believe or not, it's juz i'm tired.

What is this? One day it will be fine~ Juz like last time, i've overcome it once. When times come, i think i can overcome it again~
p/s: you know nothing, you only know what you thought it was.

Cry and then Smile

What a mess! I've been really very forgetful, it make me screw up in somethings... When the time i screw up, i know u are trying to say something to encourage me. However, those things tat you said really make me feel worse! If i know something will happen like this, i wont do that oso... I forget something, it's not wat i want also. It happened already. I juz nid some encouragement that can make me calm but not worse. When i m not happy, i nid u to make me happy, give me some strength to overcome some unhappy things. Lean on u, rest for awhile.....
Anyway, thank you so much for what you had done, although ur encouragement is not good.

blood pressure

I feel put the picture is really suitable for these few weeks. I really hate group assignment. I hate those who doesn't care about it. If u all don't care, please dun group with me. My blood pressure went high because of u all. I m not ur servant, please do watever u all r suppose to do. This semester is the hard core semester. Next semester I hope there will be no more group assignment. My photo is pointing to u all. I have suffer enough ady. Please faster finish this semester. Please.... If u are useless, go die atdun be a rubbish in this whole.

NAH~

This is my mood~
干！

1+1 = ?

Today, i just watch again some old drama. I choose to watch a old drama that is something similar in my reality life. However, the drama has a happy ending, i m not sure what kind of result will happen in my reality life. Sometimes, some incident happen will change the result; but sometimes, not matter how hard i try, i just cant see what kind result will happen. Just let it be is the only way i could think about, i dunno what way i can do to change the result. If there is a miracle, maybe the result will change.

In some of the situation, 1+1=2 cannot be applied. It might be 1+1=>2