Suffer Nite

Yesterday not feeling well, make me suffer! I cant slp... The whole nite i keep lay on the bed turn here and there... Wake up at around 3am to study since i cant slp, then 5am go back to room to prepare to slp. I still cant slp until 7am! Then i woke up at 7.45am to prepare for morning class. I seriously very tired! After came back from college, i slp for around 5 hour... Today gonna study hard - - Monday is the HRM final, abit worry. Anyways i still have to face it and solve it. Gambateh to everyone who is having finals next week.

Family gathering

Last week i just recover from sick... Keep vomit and diarrhea, its so tough...I have family gathering in Port Dickson.. quite fun.. But abit disappointed because is not the hotel tat have private swimming pool one... The initial plan is to go to the International Water House which have the private swimming pool... But we have alot of children so change plan to the hotel which have lagoon for children to play...Anyway i still have a happy family gathering.. My mum birthday on the day that we want to leave.. Cant really celebrate wif her.. So i called father to buy her a cake give her a surprise.. When my mum got home and ask my father to buy bread as breakfast for the next day, my dad said is in the fridge.. But in the fridge is the cake for my mum... hehe~ My mum said its a big cake.. Hehe, so happy to heard tat...

韩版恶作剧之吻

Long time didn't write something at here ady.. Juz finish 韩版恶作剧之吻. It's really nice. I like it... Kim Hyun Joong is really handsome.. OMG.. hehe~
Haiz.. alot of assignment, quiz and presentation - - gonna crazy soon~

I shall feel Lucky~

Somehow.. i feel admire when i saw her picture... She is quite pretty and born from a rich family... No need to worry so much.. Even faild for some subject for a few time ady.. She can still continue and continue study.. But i see back my own picture, i oso felt that i m quite lucky.. I got freedom.. I got something tat she might not really have it even she is 20++ ady.. is no longer a small girl, but she is still be take care by her parents is like she is just 15 years old... I feel lucky~ and should feel satisfy...

难受

很难受~我不知道怎么形容。我不会说，怎么说？怎么开口？怎样打发时间？好烦，好多东西要忙！但是呢？为什么做不完？我不要做，不想做！让我陷入这些状况，我真的很恨！如果没有那一天，会是怎样的呢？

特别的日子~

16-22/8/2010 我收到假花，有一个新电话 21/8/2010 到lookout point人家所谓的小云顶，吃了一顿很贵又不是没美味的西餐。很多人在那里庆生，还有一个人在那里求婚。全场好暗，全场的人都祝福他们。我也在这里祝他们幸福。收到一个新的耳机。我也很幸福。22/8/2010 我终于吃到haagen dazz的雪糕，收到一罐糖子开心。在这段日子，我也看到了很珍贵的眼泪。我从来都没看过那人珍贵的眼泪。很多心里话，不知道从何说起，只希望大家都好。有些事，不是因为普通原因而发生，有些事就是那么的戏剧化。爱你~

蝴蝶-陶喆
当这世界已经准备将我遗弃
像一个伤兵被留在孤独荒野里
开始怀疑我存在有没有意义
在别人眼里我似乎变成了隐形
难道失败就永远翻不了身
谁来挽救堕落的灵魂
每次一见到你心理好平静
就像一只蝴蝶飞过废墟
我又能活下去我又找回勇气
你的爱像氧气帮忙我呼吸
我又能呼吸我又能呼吸
你就是不愿意放弃
生命充满乱七八糟的问题
像走在没有出口的那个迷宫里
oh no 一次又一次只会用借口逃避
怎么你从来没对我彻底的死心
我有何德何能值得你珍惜
为何你对我有求必应
每次一想到你像雨过天晴
看见一只蝴蝶飞过废墟
是那么的美丽就像一个奇迹
让我从倒下的地方站起
woo....只要一靠近你
就觉得安心
你看着我的眼没有怀疑
你对我的相信
让我又能重生
不管世界多冷我还有你
我有你
爱我这样的人对你来说不容易
我的痛苦你也经历
你是唯一陪我到天堂与地狱
每次一想到你
像雨过天晴看见一只蝴蝶飞过了废墟
我能撑得下去我会忘了过去
是你让我找回新的生命
yeah..每次一见到你就心存感激
现在我能坦然面对自己
我会永远珍惜我会永远爱你
在我心底的你的位置没有人能代替
yeah 你就是那唯一

时间与幸福

世上最遥远的距离
不是我站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道相爱
却不能在一起.

这一段话是我在朋友的status看到的，很有意思的一段话，和我面临的情况一样。我真的希望有奇迹发生。很多的东西我都不能改变，只希望奇迹会发生在这件事。虽然他不是一个完美的人，不是很厉害读书的人，但是他真的很照顾我，很疼我。只要我们努力，都有做工，就不会饿死。昨天幻想起未来。。。老天爷，你总是在我幸福的时候，夺走我的幸福。我希望你能看看我，这段幸福我还不想被夺走。我真的好希望时间能够停留，我不想那么快到那一天。可是时间就是那么残忍的逼近。

Insomnia!

Now is 3.09am... i think i got insomnia... i can't fall asleep.. When i close my eye, the first things that come to my mind is about how is my result = = I start to worry my result... I hate this, every time i got insomnia is because of my studies things... I want to sleep, but i just can't sleep~ I'm tired! HELP~ My holiday life is quite bore except the 1st week that i spent the time with my friends in Port Dickson, that is very fun! Anyways, i seldom come back hometown to accompany my family, so i have to come back to see them... ^^ My home got 2 kids which is cousin. They are very cute and funny.. I am happy and excite to see them. I hope everything will be fine, everyone will be healthy. I think i gonna straighten my hair, gonna teach my sister something, gonna buy a new hand-phone, gonna buy scorpion for him... 16/8/2010 is Tanabata festival which is also known as "Qi Qiao festival" is China valentine day.. At here, i wish every couple happy valentine day~

伤心

有点大受打击~看到太多美女的照片，觉得自卑~哈哈~再加上听到我不能拿到2nd class honor 的消息，更伤心~就因为我的2科psy subject 拿到一个C 一个D = =还有一科business subject拿到C...好难过= = 我睡不着！我觉得肚子有点饿~啊啊啊啊~~~~

TQ~ frenz

TQ~ frenz for forgive me and accept me when i being crazy... keep saying crazy things and doing crazy stuff... i juz wan to be happy.. when i be crazy, it's because tat is something unhappy making me become like tat... Frenz.. i dunno wat to say, juz feel tat i m lucky.. i am really happy to have u all~ TQ for being my frenz... TQ for be with me when i m unhappy, although in front of u all i doesnt look like i m unhappy~

有感而发~

星期二时和朋友一起游泳，好久都没游泳了。自从那时脚受伤就没游了。泳池的水好肮脏！虽然如此却和朋友们玩得很开心。昨天看了knight and day一部轻松的电影。有爱情，有动作，有搞笑！很累= = 这个星期好忙！明天要交assignment，有in class assignment 和quiz...全部东西都在一起= = 会疯掉！！ 下个学期的时间表出了，不知道该拿什么科？？越来越困难了= = 功课越来越繁重！ 我很怕啊~~

永生难忘

昨天，我竟然辛苦到。。。流眼泪流到我真的快受不了，好像结束自己的生命。但是最后还是没有，被自己的眼泪搞得很累了。睡着了。。一觉起来又是一天。过了不错的一天，和室友和室友的男友，室友男朋友的妹妹一起出去。虽然当电灯泡，虽然看别人幸福很辛苦可是我至少不需要去烦恼，乱想然后更辛苦。过后回来，就和朋友去准备星期一晚上派对要用的食物。然后室友做了一份很好吃的烤面包，内陷丰富。我的世界里，我的室友关心我，不嫌弃我。我的朋友常找我，不会嫌塞车给我脸色。虽然心情是混乱的，会痛一下痛一下。但是我觉得会好的。。。因为身边围绕着的也许真的能改变。辛苦，好辛苦。。眼泪还是会在眼眶想着该不该夺眶而出，忍着的眼泪让自己哽咽着。。。忘了上一次有想做傻事的念头是几时，但是我应该会记得这一个"这是你的问题" 那么有杀伤力的一句话。竟然让我会难过到想想不开。我永远都不会忘记。

”谈情说案“

看完这一部戏，我掉了很多眼泪。我没想到看这一部戏会让我想起那么多事。我想起以前的感情和现在的这一段感情。有种似成相识的感觉。。。但是里面是happy ending而我的现实生活却没有那么好。。。好多好多话。。说不完。总之是一出牵绊了我的戏。

怎么解决？

偷偷摸摸的日子很累，也很不好受。当看到别人快乐时，常会想为什么这是我的命运？为什么会有这样的命运？我无法改变我的出生，无法改变我来自怎样的家庭。我唯一能做到就是尽力改变自己的未来，让自己和家人能好过些。我知道自己不够努力，常偷懒。我到底要怎么做？有时我常想我到底是我吗？怎么要为了迎合别人，想尽办法改。怎么要把自己变得那么卑微？什么时候才能够拨开明月？ 什么时候我才能见人？那么久了，快两年了。情况还是一样，想办法，还是一直想办法。改变还是不变。到底适合吗？到底是不是勉强？是不是习惯？是不是惯性依赖？所有的一切都没答案。我不知道怎样。脑海很多很多很多，我不会解决，我不知道怎么解决。我好累。

累。。。

有好多的功课，可是我没那个心情去做，尤其是现在！我真的不知道怎么了。心情非常不好，我玩的线上游戏，无聊了。弟弟吵着要我的帐号。我坚持了好久，最后也因为真的累了给他名字和密码。坚持不下了。我有点怀念以前的一些日子，开心，幸福，快乐。长大了，烦恼好多。老了被人嫌弃。。可是年轻时也会被嫌弃，没想到还没老已经被嫌弃先了。好累，好闷。睡觉吧！！睡死吧= =

藤井树-流转之年

这是藤井树的新书，里面有这么一句话“当你等待多了，你就会变得擅长等待，你会知道，哪些人值得等待，那些人该怎么等待，又或者哪些人你再怎么等待，永远也等不到。” 这句话蛮不错。但是等待是一件很花时间和青春的，等待的期限由你而定，你必须清楚哪个人该值得你花多少时间与青春去等待的，不要让自己一直等下去，到了人老珠黄的时候，等待将会是个遗憾。

清水和混合水

那一种很重的石头压在心里的感觉很不好受。白开水能让人看得透彻，让人不需要烦恼。混合了很多东西的水，让人怎么看也看不清楚，让人很难看透。那种想看透的心情真的很辛苦，如果是这一种混合水就好。让别人去辛苦，自己就能一眼看透清水。安全感是什么东西？我等的又是什么东西，有时想了很累。累时，就想放弃。

HELP.. Stress

HELP~ anyone can help me? I m very STRESS now... feel like wanna cry - - why tis kind of subject can make me so stress.. It is juz a simple subject, but i dun understand why ther person make it like so hard... Everything is last min... Quiz and presentation last min... Din teach oso can come out in quiz.. Help !!! I dunno how to face it tomorrow... 1 Essay, 40 MCQ and dunno how many short ans... juz 2 hour wan ppl do so much of things.. wan our life? wan to see me die = = how come dun hav any tips... Other harder subject oso give tips... Wat kind of subject is tis? GRHHHH

Heavy Mood~

Yesterday when i was studied, i got a called again... A heavy call... It makes my mood down... Everytime i face this kind of problem is the time i nid to face something important such as my birthday and my exam~ Can everyone pls respect me? I m not a god, i cant control my mood so so so well... Tis things happen will make me no mood to study... I can promise tat, i do very well to protect "the things" ady... But, u promise me to do tat so.. Did u ? I feel doubtful~ U juz let me noe, wat u had done... so i wont be so doubtful! I noe u treat me very good, but treat me very good doesnt mean u solve the problem ady... Everytime i heard u say, u will do ur best to try to solve it... but did u really do tat? If u think, tis is very stressful for u, thn i guess u noe wat is my situation... I am very stressful as well...

First time forgot movie's show time....

This is the very 1st time me and him forgot the movie's show time... We thought the show time is 8.00pm but actually is 7.00pm. We bought the ticket at 4.00pm thn we go shopping and eat dinner... Juz wan to wait until 8.00pm to watch movie.. When we reach there, i go to buy Ice Lemon Tea combo... Thn he take out the ticket and check which room should we go... Thn we feel weird y the room havent open... Thn we suddenly saw the movie's time is 7.00pm !!!! OMG, we miss the movie - -
Yesterday, we went to The Gardens and wanted to watch Date Night but cant get a good seat, today we went to 1u want to watch it, we got the nice seat but we miss the time... 2 times fail to watch tis movie... It is so (*@&*$^&*@*$

The Complete Ticket !!!

PASS

Finally, i pass my ielts ^^ yoohoo~ Next week is a busy week... Help~~ Everyone, i passed!!!!! HEHEHE~

i hav fun today~

Today, i done my so called "creative presentation", can relax abit.. but tomorrow will be another stressful day for me.. becoz i m going to collect my ielts result.. i am very worry abt it. Today after finish the presentation, me and my housemate go to pyramid's hong kong restaurant. The food are nice ^^ Keep taking picture ^^ thn we went to shopping awhile. I bought a new clothe ^^ happy, i am the person who is very rare to bought a clothe. But i hav abit "sakit hati" becoz it cost me rm49.90 juz for a top... and it is juz a small clothe. However i oso feel very happy to try many clothes and shopping wif thm... Haha~ i hav fun today ^^ woohoo~

Stress~

i nvr met a subject tat the presentation make me so headache one... This is very stress and sometimes i really feel like dunwan to care abt it! Next week i hav 2 presentation,1 quiz and next next week i oso hav 2 presentation, might hav 1 quiz~ I tot tis month will be relax abit.. mana tahu, tis month more stress than last month... last month i stress becoz of ielts... whole day at home, i cant think of anything creative, it make me cant relax... my mind keep thinking... oh,shit i m dead...
Ielts result is releasing soon! 9.4.2010 the result will be release. stress!!!! pls stop!

April Fool~

Today i ate my dinner wif some frenz which are chelsie, yancy, victor, nicholas and my lucky star shaun. We went to ate dinner around 9.30pm. After dinner, we went to chelsie home and played a game so called "lamy".(dunno the exact spelling) But it is fun... My first round is straight away lost. After tat, when my lucky star is sitting beside me and i start to become lucky... Continuously won 2 round. After tat we lost a few round thn we continuously won 2 round again.. It is fun, i like it. When we went back, the journey in the car is fun. They keep thinking how to talk to the tol counter's gal. Haha~ After tat, we realize it is 1/4/2010. So we started to played Jo-joan, we cheated her tat our car is "pancek" at the half way... Thn she is abit blur, so we told her it's april fool.. Thn is my turn, i played raymond. I oso talked the same story and he is really very nervous... When i told him it's april fool, he oso blur... It's funny~ haha.. I have a great dinner wif my awesome friends..

补偿？

所有的事都能补偿？不管多少次，都能补偿？星期四的补偿是去看一部电影。"How to train a dragon"很不错，很可爱。也很开心。那，今天的补偿呢？有什么能补偿今天的？不管用什么来补偿，缺口还是存在。为什么别人不会被嫌弃而我却被嫌弃？我真的很差吗？所有出身好的女生就很好？我真的对这个问题很厌倦了。是否有一天我会遇上一个能接受我的人？一个和我年龄相近，思想接近的人？昨天有个朋友问我，如果你没有他你会怎样？我回答说也许就每天在家玩电脑，常和朋友出去，不会拒绝朋友的要约。今天朋友约我去他家乡，我拒绝了。因为要和他出去，结果晚餐是一个人在家吃快熟面。如果我和朋友出去，应该结局不是这样的。如果不是想到下星期将被弃在自己家对着电脑，我也不会想到要多和他待一点时间。可是这是我一个人的想法，想法的不同。。。我后悔，和家人的关系变得没那么密切，我后悔，某些事比家人重要。这些都是我才会做的事，而别人绝对不会。我要再次提醒自己，家人最重要。别人都那么对待家人，而我却笨的像只猪，对待别人别家人还要好。

IELTS speaking test !

Tomorrow is going to have IELTS speaking test, i am very worry about it. My English communication skill is not good, and i paid rm550 to sat for this exam is just because i wanted to fulfilled the requirement of my course. I really worried my rm550, is it worth? Will i pass the exam? I hope whoever going to take IELTS speaking test on tomorrow can pass the exam. Wish everyone good luck~

1st time went to Gold class cinema~

Yesterday, i was very bore at home... Thn i kept slp slp and slp~ I said i want to go to the kuala selangor to watch the firefly~ but thn end up didn't go~ I quite unhappy abt it~ Thn he said how abt watching movie tonite, but afternoon dunwan go out, coz saturday alot of ppl in shopping mall, sunday only go to shopping mall~ Thn i dun hav any good mood ady~ At nite, we went to BBQ chicken to hav dinner, the food is quite nice~ Thn we went to 1U GSC to watched the movie... Once he step in the Gold class cinema, i shocked... i asked: why come in here? Thn he said: cant come in here? Thn i realize he booked the Alice in the Wonderland in Gold class cinema~ This is the 1st time i went to Gold Class cinema~ It is expensive!! Actually i dunno y... inside is not very comfortable, coz the air cond seems like broken down~ Thn i feel very hot, cant really enjoy~ But i still happy abt it, coz i got a surprise, a expensive surprise = = TQ to the person who try to make me happy~




* funny things: my shoes fly off when the person help me to make my sofa down = =... i think no one saw it... accept the person beside me...

羡慕还是妒嫉？

是种妒嫉还是羡慕？为什么看了就觉得为什么我永远也没有这样的待遇？
什么时候这种待遇才会降临到我身上？这辈子有可能遇上吗？
我想如果真有机会遇上，真的能一直持久下去吗？
愿所有的女生都能遇上~

Birthday

My birthday went to The Curve's "Bubba Gump Shrimp Restaurant" to hav dinner wif wilson n my boyfriend. The food is not that nice but it is expensive~ So i dun feel it's worth. But i like the atmosphere... There are also a few of ppl celebrate their birthday at there. The staff sing birthday song for the birthday person and the person hav to be stand on the chair~ It is fun, but i not dare to try~ We order one appetizer and two set of meal, it cost rm100++.They put the drinks meal on a table ball racket, it is funny~ One interesting things is we no nid to call the staff, we juz nid to turn a board from run forrest run to stop forrest stop and they will stop n serve us. ^^ For me it is a new things so i feel it is interesting.







The day after my birthday, my frenz sing birthday song for me n gave me two muffin n a book. Some of the frenz oso gave me some present. I m happy ^^

Should be satisfic about whatever i have. I miss my family, I wish i can celebrate my 21st birthday wif my family...

失望与期望

一次又一次的失落只会换来一次又一次的不信任~
如果别人对你的信任已经没多少了，你就应该知道自己让人失望多少次。
这个世界还有多少人能值得信任？
一个，两个，三个。。。还有吗？
因为信任，所以寄托高。
因为失望，所以不敢期望~
难道这个世界要所有人没有任何期望才可以？
难道这个世界要让所有人失望后才知道期望的可贵？

一个人

我很想很想出去看看~总觉得今天外面会很热闹因为是新年的最后一天了！可是我却没能出去，一个人在家对着电脑玩游戏，一个人在家读书！一个人在家不知道要怎么办才好！一个人在家等着快乐的到来！一个人在家想着我真的很讨厌自己！为什么我的英文那么差！英文差让我很多事都做不了！assignment我需要读过很多遍！别人读一遍就能写了，我要读很多遍然后还是不会写！ielts要到了，可是却没那个时间去好好搞好我的英文！外面放着烟花，可是我的心情却不是很好！总觉得这一个外面很热闹，可是我却一个人很冷清的过着。。读书！！好难啊！但是，做工更难！我要怎样呢？撞墙！！！！

许愿

还没到我的生日，可是我能先许愿吗？我想要个惊喜，而且是指定的人给的。不管怎样，我很谢谢去年那些陪我一起庆祝生日的朋友给了我那么一个难忘的生日惊喜。还记得去年在生日前几天接到些不开心的消息。然后还要封口不说。等过完生日后才说，真的让我蛮难受的。原本应该是快快乐乐的生日的，可是却被影响。不过当我那群朋友帮我庆祝时，我真的觉得很感动。觉得自己并没被遗忘。我常觉得自己在这群朋友之中很多余。因为也许觉得他们每个都有所谓的很close很close的朋友。能说一切知心话，可是我却没有。不管怎样，他们并没有遗忘我，所以我应该觉得庆幸。我希望我的家人健健康康，平平安安。希望我和朋友们的感情顺利，长久。希望考试顺利。希望我和他的感情不需要再受到威胁。希望所有的一切万事顺利。我，是幸运的。

突然的一场感动

突然的关心让我很感动，谢谢你。我没想到你还记得。起起落落的心情让人很不好受。我不知道为什么就只是很难过，掉眼泪。昨天我看回以前的日记就只写着某人某人。看回以前的通信就觉得很搞笑，普通的人都用讲话，可是我们却用通信，还是说些普普通通的话。还有一只小公仔会讲话的。偶尔回来还是会拿出来按按几下。我不知道我真的好像刀插下去拔了出来，慢慢康复。然后又再插一刀，血流不止。我不想看到，不想听到，不想理会有关的人与事。我不敢说，有些事我不知道有还是没有，只能说不可以。

Happy Valentine's Day

Yesterday having a happy date... actually is celebrating for valentine's day... 1st we went to Mid Valley, we walk around... me n him was spoting the present. But at the end we didn't buy any present in Mid Valley... We oso met jojoan n kah yan at there... He said very coincidence coz always met thm... Last time at 1u oso met thm.. We bought mid nite ticket for 3D avatar.. it's very expensive rm54, coz we watched at The Garden. Be4 that, we went to a chinese restaurant to having dinner... After tat feel like ntg to buy thn he ask me whether wan go 1u to walk around or not thn i said ok. Thn we continue our 2nd round at 1u... Haha. Finally he found the present tat he wanted to buy for me. He bought me a domo-kun beg, which i called the beg "kaka" haha~ N i wanted to buy the couple shirt for us... but abit expensive so we share share abit... It's red color, can wear it as chinese new year shirt oso... haha~ Happy Valentine's day to everyone...

1st time in hospital~

1st time injury until nid to sent to hospital~ i hurt my leg becoz of swimming~ ppl swim, i swim~ but i swim until hurt my leg - - becoz of the stupid casa swimming pool got a hole, i stuck my toes in the hole, when i took it off, it hurt~ i tot it juz hurt my nail... so i continue swim, but after awhile it is seriusly pain thn i went back to my unit n bath~ after tat when i wan to wear my pants, it is very hard to wear coz the toes tat i hurt make until my whole leg cant move - - thn i faster call raymond bring me to clinic... after went to clinic i ate the medicine n slp~ i woke up at 5.15am... i feel like how come my eye so itchy... thn i go to see mirror, OMG! my eye swelling! medical allergy AGAIN! tis time my nose oso swelling! i cant breath by my nose, have to use my mouth to breath, it makes me sore throat! thn i call raymond ask him to bring me to hospital, but he ask me to call him again if it is more serius.. thn i call my aunt, my aunt shock n prepare to bring me to hospital... when i reach hospital, a guard saw my leg disability so he bring the wheel chair n let me sit on it... thn the doctor check n ask nurse to giv me injection... 1st time i noe the feeling of watching the nurse prepare for the injection... i got 2 injection, one is my wrist another one is buttocks! it's pain! becoz the nurse rub my buttocks tat the part for the injection!!! i wanted to shout!! after tat i went for x-ray for my toes! luckily my toes's bone din broken! thn finally i can leave the hospital n went back to slp! i m very very tired ! Now, i almost recover... my allergy is fine ady... n i can walk ady... but kind of cacat...

付出与需求

一段感情路上只有一个人付出一个人接受会累吗？曾经听过类似一个人付出然而心里是想着得到同样的回报，那就不是付出，而是一种需求手法~我很好奇我所做的多少事是真正的付出而不是一种需求？我想真正的付出我没做过多少次，但是需求我的确做了很多。我是自私的。最近都很忙，虽然没真正的上课，只是去学院听syllabus和duty罢了。但弄得我很累。我也很开心可以常和那一群吵吵闹闹的朋友一起癫！我不知道用什么来形容自己的幸运能认识他们，和他们成为好朋友。朋友们，我想说我很开心也很荣幸能够认识你们。

New Semester is Started

New Semester is Started~ Today is the 2nd day~ The result haven come out, might be come out on next week~ So our add n drop week delay until next week~ Officially announcement: I CAN'T TAKE UIU SUBJECT TIS SEM! becoz of some "rules". I must work hard! New Year i must have new challenge~ Fayette house event is quite alot and quite busy~ I hope i can do well in my study, fayette house, relationship and frenship~

第一次“煮”。。。

第一次做汤圆，第一次煮ABC汤，第一次煮番薯汤，第一次煮药材汤，第一次清理鸡肉。原来鸡肉不是那么容易处理！第一次觉得原来做这些事不麻烦，很幸福。第一次这么不懒惰的很自愿的去做。我所做的这些也许对别人来说只是很小的一件事，可是我很用心去做。我是很很很懒惰到极点的人。会去做这一些事，证明我在改变！我希望他看到！也许过后开学了，开始忙了，我也不会再这么勤劳的做这些事！但我希望他记得这些都是为他而做的。Yion，加油！